Stuck (Hayes Grier, Cameron Dallas, Matthew Espinosa, Shawn Mendes, Nash Grier)

Chapter 37

* 3 weeks later *

I have lost 20 pounds, I haven't been to school at all. I haven't seen my parents in 3 weeks. I haven't talked to anyone, I've been locked up in my room. My mom try's to force me to eat but I don't, I feel so dead and empty. I just gave up on life. I haven't been on Twitter or Instagram or Vine or YouTube, I've just been locked up in my room.

One day I was looking around my room, I was going though my dresser and found my journal. I remember the first time I wrote in it. It was the first day of summer, I was so happy because I finally got to see my idols 'The Magcon boys'. Now I could careless about them.

I decide to write in it today,

Hey, it's me again.
I haven't wrote in this since the begging of summer last year, we got a lot to catch up on. Where do I'll start, at the begging of summer I told you how I get to meet my idols well my use to be idols. The night we when to the hotel I was walking to the elevator. I get in and don't notice who was in it, it was the boys. Nash, Hayes, Cameron, Matt, and Shawn. The elevator stops and we are stuck between floors. I get stuck in there for a day with them. For some reason when we got out of the elevator they finally decided to talk to me, AFTER WE GET OUT OF THE ELEVATOR. Not when we are stuck in there for a day. I well tried to ignore them but that doesn't work, they always found out where I was. No matter what. I met this guy Adam he helped me hide from the boys and my use to be friend Hunter. After 2 weeks my parents tell me were moving to North Carolina, I was happy. I totally forgot Nash and Hayes lived there so when we got there I hear a knock at the door and see Mrs. Grier my heart drops to my stomach. Well now I'm back to my old habits I lost 20 pounds in 3 weeks. I haven't ate my mom try's to force me I say no. I haven't seen or talked to anyone in 3 weeks. I just went into deep depression, ever since Shawm and I broke up and I found out he was cheating on me. I started cutting again, everything has been going down hill again. I just wanted to catch up with this journal and say everything well mostly everything that has happened. Bye

May 18, 2014

I put my journal away and hop into the shower, I got so skinny, I lost most of my weight in my stomach, face, arms, and legs. I had a little thigh gap now.

I decided to finally come out of my room after my shower.

My mom and dad just look at me and cry, " what - happened - to - my - little - girl " my dad said sobbing in between each word.

I walk over and hug him. he just cries even more, then he wipes the tears away and says, " someone wants to see you " then call my little brother down.

Tears start streaming down my face as I see my little brother walking downstairs. He sees me and cries, he runs over and just cries, "I missed you" he says.

" I missed you too. " I say and kiss his forehead.

My older brother was at school, it was only 9 am so I told my mom I wanted to go to my brothers school and see him, so I put leggings and a hoodie, with vans to match. I grab my backpack and she takes me to his school.

Right now he was in first hour, with Nash, Matt, Aaron...

I slowly walk to his first hour and stay at the door quietly, he looks up and starts crying which he never cries. He runs up to me and hugs me, he puts me down lightly and say " oh my gosh, Marije what happened to you. You don't look like my sister anymore. "

" Sorry " I say

Now everyone was looking except, Nash, Aaron, Matt.

Then my brother says " Nash, Aaron look " they pick there heads up and start crying.

They run over to me and we just cry into each others shoulders.

We walk out of the class and out to the hall, " Marije you lost so much " Nash says and covers his mouth and cries even more.

" I'm sorry " I say

He pulls me in for a hug and we just cry, " guys I have to go school, " I say and look down, then Nash says " no go home and sleep and eat "

" No I'm going to school, I missed 3 weeks and I'm not hungry. " I say

I walk way and get back into the car, my mom takes me to school and I walk slowly to my locker. Then I slowly walk to second hour and I slowly walk into class. Mrs. Summers was my favorite teacher.

So when I walk in she just looks at me and starts crying, " Marije ? " She says

I shake my head 'yes' and she runs to me and just cries, I look and everyone has tears in there eyes.

Then I see Hayes walk in, he has his head down when he walked in.

He slowly picks his head up and says "oh we have a new student "

" No, Hayes it's me... " I say and he just covers his mouth and starts cries.

He looks at me up and down, he sees how much weight I lost and he just ran to me and we started crying into each others shoulders.

I look at everyone and say " hi guys, its me " everyone starts crying. We just cry then I had to go to my coach for volleyball and soccer.

I walk in and she just stands there in shock and starts crying she runs over and just hugs me, she asked me what had happened. I didn't say anything and just hug her back. We say bye and I tell my mom to come and get me. She does so and I go home, and go to sleep.

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