Stuck (Hayes Grier, Cameron Dallas, Matthew Espinosa, Shawn Mendes, Nash Grier)

Chapter 38

• Marije's POV •

* next morning *

I get ready and go to school.

Everyone runs up to me and just cries or whatever, I just smile and try not to cry. But I do, Hayes walks me to every class and the ones we are not in to.

He was really acting nice, but why ? He never really did act that nice to me.

Something was up with him, but I couldn't find out what it was.

* end of the day, practice. *

I go to volleyball practice, we haven't lost yet and I was happy even though I wasn't there and that I didn't play any games.

I was happy though because tomorrow we had a game and I would finally get to play.

* soccer practice *

I got ready and left, I practiced a little then we began to play.

My team vs Hayes' team.

He tried to beat us but they lost and we won, it was a fun game.

After soccer practice I walked home with Hayes, well half way. He got a ride from his mom but I didn't want to go I just wanted to walk.

I started walking then I hear someone yelling my name, I turn around and see Ray...

I haven't talked or seen him in a long time, I kinda missed him. We started walking and decided to go to the park, it was only 6 and my parents were fine with it. Ray and I started walking then we got on a topic I didn't want to get on,

" Was I ever good enough for you ? " His voice shaky

" Ray - " I get cut off.

" Was I ever good enough for you ? Did you ever really even like me ?

I think of you everyday, and I cry just remembering are fun times together. How I use to be able to kiss you whenever, holding you in my arms, telling you how much you meant to my and how you would always blush and try to look away so I couldn't see. Remember all of are memories ? Because I do. " He says then I see a tear fall from his eyes.

" Ray, how do you think I felt ?

You thought I just forgot about you ? Well you have it wrong, I never forgot about you. I cried myself to sleep every night for over a month after we broke up. How do you think I felt ?

I was hurt, I was hurt way more than you were. You know how badly it hurt me. Every time I seen you in the halls I just wanted to cry, but I couldn't because there was no tears that would come out. I never forgot about you, and I most defiantly did not forget what we had. Are relationship was amazing, and I am proud to say that you were my boyfriend. You were an amazing one, until you cheated. I just hope you don't do it to anyone else, promise me, promise me you will never cheat on any girl that you date ever again. Don't let them feel the pain I felt. " I say and from that tears ran down my face.

" Marije, do you even know what happened that night ? " he says and looks at me.

" No, what happened ? " I said confused

" Matt told me to stay away from you, he told me to break up with you because he wanted you. He didn't want me to have you, he didn't want anyone to have you except him. He made me cheat on you... " More tears rolled down his face.

" That was the worst day of my life, I had to break up with the girl that I loved because someone I didn't even know forced me too, I never forgave myself for that because I knew you would never talk to me again. If you would never have talked to me than that meant you wouldn't have known the truth about why I cheated. I actually didn't cheat, someone put drugs in my drink, I didn't know till the next morning. " Tears still streaming down his face.

I started crying, then I turned to him and hugged him and we just cried into each others shoulders, " I never knew any of this happened, I'm so sorry Ray, I really am. " I say to him.

" Why are you sorry ? " He says pulling away and wiping the tears.

" B-because I-I-I still love you, I never stopped loving you. " I say and look at my feet.

" I still love you, I never stopped having feelings for you, they wouldn't go away. " he says

Then he put his hand under my chin and lifted it to meet his eyes. He began to lean in and so did I, are lips connected. It felt amazing, I missed him.

I missed his kisses, I missed his hugs, and I missed everything about him.

We pulled away and just smiled at each other, after awhile we walk to his house and his mom takes me home.

I hop into the shower, shave, wash my body and hair. Then I get out and get dressed for bed and fell asleep.

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Such a short chapter, ugh.

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