Stuck (Hayes Grier, Cameron Dallas, Matthew Espinosa, Shawn Mendes, Nash Grier)

Chapter 4

• Nash's POV •

I'm not gonna lie I was pretty pissed off when Marije fell asleep on Hayes and not me. I really did like her even though I just meant her 6 hours ago. Like I said just something about her had me feeling some type of way, she was just the one for me.

I could tell she was really shy, just the way she acted around us, she didn't talk to us and I felt bad but I couldn't do anything about it. I actually could but I didn't want to be all like that around the boys so I just didn't say anything. I really regret that now.

• Marije's POV •

I woke up 10 mins after falling asleep, it was just to awkward for me. I was a really shy person but tried not to be around the boys, but that didn't work. Most of the boys were asleep except Cameron. He was on his phone, I then grabbed my headphones and phone and played my music then went on my twitter. I gained 2,914 followers on twitter, but how...

Then I went and looked at my notifications I had around 5,000 notifications, I couldn't see why I did then I went onto Matt's page and seen that he was tweeting about me and so were the others. Matt posted me singing, I was so pissed at that point. I didn't want to be known on twitter because I would get a lot of hate from being with the boys. A couple of tweets were nice but most of them made me cry. This was the reason I didn't want this to happen. My life was falling apart again and I didn't want to go back, but I could help it in my mind all it was saying was 'get your blades, do it, come on, you new to cut again, you can't stop, were your only friends, we won't judge you'

Tears started rushing down my face, I couldn't hold them in. I'm a weak person. I then remembered I had my purse and in my purse were my blades so Hunter wouldn't be able to find them. I grabbed my purse and took the blades out. I made seven deep cuts in my arm, and them little slits. I couldn't help but cry, that's all I could do was cry. Cameron fell asleep so it was just me in the corner crying. Just me and my blades.

Good thing we had a towel, I took one and put it around my arm trying to stop the blood, and it worked. Then the phone rang the mangier called saying that there trying there best but nothing is working. I said fine and hung up the phone. I just moved away from the boys a little and tried to fall asleep. I then dosed off with my arm still throbbing.

I woke up before any of the boys did, I probably only got 2 hours of sleep but I then remembered about the cuts I unwrapped the towel and climbed up on top if the elevator, I then threw the towel down the side of the elevator and went back down. I seen that Cameron was up, I decided to make no eye contact with him. I sat back don't and put my headphones in and turned up my music so I couldn't here the boys. I felt like i was alone in the elevator, no one wanted to talk to me, but I understand why because I wasn't as pretty and as perfect as they wished. I looked down at my arm and put my finger on top of the cuts and ran my finger up and down my arm.

Each of of the boys woke up one by one, all I wanted to do was leave because it was to much to handle. We got another call saying we would be able to get out by today, I was happy. I tweeted " getting out of the elevator today, I'm so happy (: " all the boys looked at me after 5 mins after tweeting that and I didn't care I started cleaning up I folded all the blanks and then just cleaned up all the rappers of the floor. (I'm a clean frick)

We got a call that said 'wait in 3 2 1' and the doors to the elevator opened, I ran to Hunter and gave her a big hug, after are long hug Hunter looked behind me and she looked like she was about to cry, I looked and the boys were over there I told her to go over and she did I went into the elevator grabbed my things and walked away without anyone noticing I was there.

I finally got back to the hotel room and this time took the stairs. I hopped in the shower and just relaxed, I love my showers really really hot, it was calming. I got out and threw sweatpants and a sports bra on. It was 10am and I was happy to finally be back in my room alone. I decide to finally get dressed at 1pm. I was hunger and I put on light makeup which I normally don't wear makeup, but today I felt like it. I threw on blue jean shorts and a sweat shirt with my sunglasses on my head and my purse that had my money, phone, and room key in it. I walked out of the room and down the stairs I walked to the lobby and the mangier noticed me and stopped me, he apologized about a 100 times I told him it was fine and he said I didn't have to pay for my hotel it was on him. I smiled and said thank you. I walked out and put my sunglasses on. I wanted to go to Starbucks to get a cotton candy frap.

I walked into Starbucks and ordered my drink and waited. I went on twitter and seen a picture of me on some girls account and the caption said " OMG MARIJE IS RIGHT THERE, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME 😍" I was shocked, how did she know me and why was she freaking out ? I commented and said "come over I'd love to meet you 😊" she screamed an I looked over and giggled a little. I waved her over and she was shaking she asked for a hug and a picture. I took the picture and after I asked why she was freaking out over me and she said " because you sing like an angel, and I love you. You're perfect and I'm not just saying this because of the boys and how Matt posted that and how they were tweeting you, I am freaking out because you really an amazing singing, but please never forget me" I looked at her and gave her the biggest hug I have ever gave someone and I told her I would never forget her, she started crying and I hugged her again and said we better meet again soon. I smiled and left with my Starbucks.

I couldn't believe it someone actually knew I existed and it wasn't just Hunter, I was so happy and just to think all this changed because of Matt posting a vine of me singing. Wow.

I then went into the mall and went into Hollister because I need some shirts and jeans. After that I when to rue 21, I got 3 scarfs and 5 new pairs of high waisted shorts. I ran into someone and the girl freaked out, I looked at her with confusion. The she began saying " OMG YOU'RE MARIJE, YOU'RE AN AMAZING SINGER" I smile and just laughed I said thanks and she asked for a picture, I said yes and we took one and I left.

Two times in a row this has happened this is getting really weird now. I was all done shopping and it was only 4pm so I decided to go drop my things off in the room and then go back out to just look around. I got to the hotel and I walked into my room, Hunter still was not there I texted her asking where she was, in seconds she replied " I'll be in the room later " I said okay and left after putting my new cloths and things away. I grabbed some more money and left.

I walked down the stairs and almost out the door until I got stopped by someone. I turned around seeing Nash running towards me saying my name trying to get me to stop. He walks over out of breath, he finally gets his words out

" Hey Marije " Nash says.

Weird but okay, " Hey Nash? "
I say in like a question.

" what are you doing right now? " he asked.

I told him " nothing just going to get some dinner, then some ice cream, why ?" I say.

" why by yourself ? " he asked

"because my friend Hunter is busy doing something I guess. " I say.

He then says " do you mind if I join, the boys just wanted to order pizza but I didn't want pizza "

I say " no, it's fine ". He smiled and we started walking it was only 5pm now and still really bright out we started walking and found a place to eat, we order are food. The whole walk to get are food was silent. When we ordered are food and all, it was still silent, I didn't care though. I ate light so I had room of ice cream. We finished and it was ICE CREAM TIME <3