Reinvent Love

kissable

Addy hasn't left my mind in weeks. She just looks so, kissable, and huggable, and lovable. I want her to be mine so badly. We'd literally be perfect. I literally can't think straight, like, all i'm thinking about is dating a girl.

I woke up kinda late in the morning. today I have 2 lectures. The first ones at 9:30. I got ready quickly and headed out. Addy must of not had anything going on because she woke up later then I did, we only had a few moments together before I had to go. 

My lecture just had to be nearly a mile away. I was not walking, so I payed the small fee of riding the bus. Besides, It's November, and it's hecking cold. I got there and sat down. After a little while of sitting and doodling i noticed Penny had walked in. I got my stuff and walked up to her. Her blonde wavy hair was nearly past her shoulders, and today she was wearing a loose striped shirt and light blue skinny jeans.

" Hey Penny" I said.

She looked around to see who had said hi to her. " Oh hi Ruby"

" Wait what classes are you taking this year?" I asked her

" I'm just here to become an art teacher or something like that" She said.

" Oh cool, i'm studying to be a home interior designer"

" Oh that's cool" she responded. " Seems like we're going to be in a lot of the same classes"

" most likely" I said.

we sat together once again making small talk through the whole thing. When that was finally over I headed to My favorite little Cafe. bells chimed as I opened the door to the homely little cafe. I ate next to the window once again and watched life go by. I seriously couldn't get Addy off my mind, she had to like me, there's no way she couldn't. She seems like she likes me, what if she doesn't? I certainly like her. 

I walked to my next lecture. A bitter cold wind blew my hair back and tugged at my body. Shivers went down my spine. I hurried to get there. When I walked in, no one I knew was there. Like always I took a seat in the very back. Sat through that one really not focusing. The only thing I payed attention for was when the professor said we have to write an essay tonight that was due in two days. I groaned at the thought; a 5 paragraph essay on some random bullcrap ill never need to know. I walked home very much so stressed about the stupid essay.

when I got home Addy was sitting on the couch eating skinny pop.

" Hey Addy" I said

" Hi" She said in an uplifting voice. Even she couldn't get me out of this mood I was in. Well, maybe a little.  " How's it going?"

" Not very good, I have an essay to write that's due in 2 days" I answered.

" Hmp" she empathised. 

" So yeah i'm gonna get going on that" I said, putting my stuff down. I climbed the ladder to the loft and got my laptop. I brought it downstairs and set up all my stuff on the kitchen island. I had my laptop in the middle and my notes to the side along with a snack. I started to type. Addy wouldn't stop bugging me.

" Have you realized that air is kinda just water helium" She said.

" Cool" I said, just saying something to acknowledge I was somewhat listening.

" And then bathtubs are just reverse boats"

" Ok then Addy"

" Did  you ever do that thing in elementary school where you poked a hole in the top of your water bottle and squeezed it into your mouth?"

" Yeah" I said, remembering the times I did that with a smile she couldn't see. 

" One time we were talking about air dynamics and I asked if you did this in a plane would it make it go faster" I turned around to see her assume the position of someone who was about to dive into a pool or something.

" Jesus Addy" 

" Im a special snowflake" She said in a kid like voice.

" You sure are" I muttered.

" Remember that time on Brendons live stream when someone was like- why are you smoking the devils lettuce? and then someone else goes- it's not the devils lettuce, it's jesus cabbage" She said while laughing to herself.

"Yup" I responded. Addy was so desperate to get my attention that I kind of felt bad.

"did you know theres such thing as a fear of knees?" She said.

"huh, interesting" I said. At this pint I had read the same sentence about 5 times and couldn't concentrate. 

"FEAR MY KNEES!" She shouted as flaied her legs in the air

" Oh shut up" I told her, the playfulness in my voice was very hard to pick up on and I only realized it after the words fell out of my mouth.

" Make me" She answered very confidently. She stood up from the couch as if to confront me.

Oh I know how to make you shut up, I thought to myself. Without even thinking I stood up, walked over to Addy, brought my lips to hers, and started to kiss her. For a second I could tell she was in shock. She didn't kiss back immediately and I started to worry. Oh my god what if this isn't right and she kicks me out because of this. panicked thoughts raced through my head. I nearly stoped after a second but then it happened. Once she realized what the hell was going on she started to kiss back. I dont know how long it lasted but it felt like forever. Time slowed and everything around us stopped moving as her hands made their way around me. I pulled away,  in shock of what I had done.

 " Ruby, You have no fucking idea how long i've been waiting for you to do that" Adiline said in the most serious tone i've ever heard her in. Her words burned into my heart, I was so shocked by her response,Instead of saying anything I hugged her tightly. I didn't want to let go. She hugged me back. I felt week in that moment for some reason, almost drained. So much adrenilin had passed through me in such a small time. The only reason I held her so tight was because if not I felt like I might of fallen over. My lungs nearly stopped working and my heart was pounding in my ears. I genuinely couldn't process how the hell I was able to do that and why I had done it.  I mean it seemed to be a good outcome when taking into consideration what she had said. 

" Adeline, will you be my girlfriend?" I said innocently, still buried in her shoulder. Another shot of adrenalin coursed through my vains as my heart felt faulty along with my lungs.

" Yes" You could hear the smile in her voice. Her smile spread on to me and I lightened up, all worry leaving me. I let go of her, but as soon as I did all I wanted to do was be back in her arms. We had hugged for long enough. Maybe later, I told myself. I smiled at the thought of finally being able to do that. Can't wait till later, later and beyond. 

* OoOOoooO things are heating up!

put the last song you heard and add "In franks pants" To the end (I didn't come up with this btw I just thought it was funny)

air catcher in franks pants

that sounds like a messed up childrens book wtf

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