28 Days | Jungkook ✔

Awkward

       "Perhaps it is necessary..."

         Without warning, he locks his lips with mine.

         ...in my imagination.

      In reality, Jungkook chuckled and bent down to my eye level. Then, he simply patted my head.

      The atmosphere of the hotel lobby quickly became awkward since the crowds of people around us was expecting us to kiss or something else romantic.

      I scratched my head, nervously tapping my fingers against my leg.

       "Friend-zoned," some random teenager in the crowd coughed.

       Even Dahee and Carl looked confused with our behavior.
      "You don't kiss your girlfriend, Jungkook?" Dahee seemed puzzled.

      Jungkook shakes his head. "No ma'am, not in front of all these people. We're really not about public display of affection."

       He winks at me after saying so.

      Ahh, we're still keeping up the fake girlfriend and boyfriend facade in front of Dahee and Carl.

       I nod. "Yeah that's for us only...Now move along with your lives, everyone. Nothing to see here." I gesture to everybody in the lobby to stop staring and mind their business.

       They resumed with their previous activities, rolling their eyes at me and muttering "drama queen".

       Dahee and Carl also said their farewells and walked towards the direction of the hotel restaurants.
        Jungkook grinned. "I have to confess...the effort you committed to say bye to me...was really sweet. So thanks."

      I shrugged. "It's not a problem. So I'll definitely see you in a few hours?"

       He nods. "Of course. We got a company party to get to. Be sure to be ready by 5 PM."

"Yeah...alright. Good luck with work then." I wave at him.
Jungkook waves back. "Good luck with getting ready and taking care of your leg...I'll see you soon."

       He giggles and turns away, finally exiting the hotel.
       I sigh. Why am I so overdramatic and make a scene everywhere I go?

       Taking the elevator upstairs, I finally enter the suite.

I flop onto the bed and stare at the ceiling.

Why did I imagine that Jungkook kissed me?

It was probably a heat of the moment thing. So many people were expecting us to kiss-of course my imagination went wild and I thought he was going to please the people.

Or I wanted him to kiss me.

Grabbing the the pillow beside me, I scream into it to release my frustration.

I am such a terrible person. I'm dating Taehyung, well not officially-but we definitely had something going on.

And I definitely had something going on with Jungkook.

       I don't know if it was lust, love or liking but there is some unresolved tension between us.

But it was so wrong... I had just confessed to Taehyung about a week ago.

     So which boy did I lust? Or which boy did I love?

     Nah, it's probably lust for both... I rubbed my eyes.