✓ dirty dancing｜park jimin

scrimmage

scrimmage: noun
a confused struggle or fight.

Jimin's Point Of View

'You're just going to leave again? What happened to us?', Rose gestured.

I looked into her eyes before lying.

'The 'us' you're talking about never existed.'

The look on her face was something I never want to see again.

I'm sorry, Rose.
Jungkook might be right.
And if he is... I'll never forgive myself.

She took a few steps forward, my face right in front of hers now.

'Tell me you don't feel anything, that everything that happened was a mistake.'

She desperately pulled me towards her by my neck. My eyes widened before her lips gently pressed against mine.

This is surprising.

I kissed her back hungrily. It'll be the last time I kiss her.

It felt amazing.

This is what I need. This is what I want.

You need Rose, Jimin.

No, you don't, it's just infatuation. You'll get hurt again.

She pulled back with a slight smile on her face, but mine was devoid of any emotion. I stepped away from her, one hand in my pocket and the other one swinging by my side. I licked his lips after which I said,

'I don't feel anything, everything that happened was a mistake.'

I can't believe I just did that.

If it's just infatuation why the hell are you still contemplating about it?

I just can't hurt her or myself anymore.

I guess she's going to find someone else to comfort her now.

But I want to be there for her, I want to hold her and say it's okay.

It's definitely not just infatuation.

I just hope she's okay.

That prick Jungkook has probably gone to cheer her up again.

After what he just said... I don't think so.

Then who could she be with...?

'Urgh!', I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration and made my way back to the club.

I pushed my way through the masses and found our table.