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Merry Christmas to all my readers! I can't get all of you physical gifts... but I can give you 4 new chapters to binge on! Initially I wanted to do 5, but it's getting late and I don't want to write it lazily xD It's half way done though so tomorrow maybe?

(It's still Christmas Eve for me but I figured that a lot of you are in different time zones/will need something to keep you busy while you can't sleep cos ur too excited for Xmas xD)

Also, for those who don't celebrate Christmas I hope you have a wonderful day!

RaeJae's POV:

"Yah, Yah.. no we aren't going in yet. Someone call Manager-nim," Yoongi blocks the door, waiting for one of us to take out a phone.

"What? Why? What's the big deal?" Taehyung's eyebrows furrow together.

"The BIG DEAL?" Yoongi gasps, "She can't live with us,"

"You don't want me to?" I frown, feeling a bit hurt by the harshness of his words.

"No- no it's not that," He waves his hands.

"Hyung is being inconsiderate," Jimin's lip twitches, a sure sign of annoyance.

"No it's just that her sleeping in our dorm was one of the issues that almost got her taken away from us..." Yoongi explains. I mean, I guess he has a point.

"Yeah but it's not like anything bad is gonna happen," Jungkook says, "there's 4 rooms. Rae can have one to herself,"

Yoongi still bites his lip with contemplation. I guess we should have expected this outcome considering we only were given one key. However, with all of the custody stupidity now behind us I really don't see the problem with me living with them.

"Hyung, the only one worried about this situation is you. I trust that all of us won't do anything inappropriate to RaeJae... unless you're worried about it yourself," Namjoon raises his eyebrows, my cheeks flushing red.

Yoongi on the other hand turns pale, "You know that's not true. I'm just trying to protect her reputation,"

"The public won't even know of this, it's fine," Jin sighs, trying to move Yoongi out of the way.

"Okay, but you get the room to yourself," Yoongi points to me as I nod in response.

We finally enter the dorm, eyes moving rapidly around the definite upgrade. It's actually way cleaner looking than our old dorm in comparison, and also a lot more spacious.

I follow Tae into the living room as he jumps with excitement. A flat screen TV is sat in front of a couch, a perfect set up for me and the maknae line considering we are all obsessed with gaming.

While Tae immediately starts testing out the TV set up, I decide to take a look at the kitchen. Of course Jin is already in here marveling at the counter tops and different kitchen appliances. I, too, am quite amazed at the modern atmosphere.

"RAEJAE!" I hear a shriek from the hallway. I quickly run to find Jungkook waiting for me.

"There's only 3 rooms," He says, "Yoongi Hyung is gonna be a party pooper,"

"Why is he so uptight" I tilt my head to the side.

"Because he cares about you," Namjoon suddenly jumps into our conversation.

"I guess..." I nod, feeling a bit warm at the thought of Yoongi caring that much about me.

"But then that would mean that there would be 3, 4, and then RaeJae in each room. They aren't that big... I don't think 4 would work," Jungkook says innocently.

"That's how it's gonna have to work," A voice interrupts from one of the rooms.

Namjoon, Jungkook, and I all peer around the corner to see Yoongi laying down on one of the beds. Of course that would be the first thing he would do in our new dorm.

"Hyung, I'm sorry but that is too unreasonable," Namjoon sighs.

""Yeah, Hyung, I don't really want to be alone anyway," I try to make the argument more convincing. It really is the truth though.

"I say we go RaeJae, Jungkook, and Taehyung in one room. Jimin, Hobie, and me in another. And then Yoongi Hyung, and Jin Hyung in that last. That seems like the most logical option," Namjoon suggests.

"Sounds good to me," Jungkook nods.

Yoongi sits up on the bed and looks at me, "Are you okay with that?"

I nod my head.

"Alright. I guess that's how things will go,"

Yoongi's POV:

I'm not trying to make things difficult, I just want to keep RaeJae safe.

It's not like I'm blind, especially when I've lived with these people for the last 3 years. I can see right through all of them... most of the time.

It's obvious to see that Jungkook has a crush on RaeJae. Honestly he's an idiot to have let this happen, but I guess there is not much you can do about it once you let yourself fall.

I watch her as she talks to him, her eyes squinting happily as they go on about something from their past. Her smiles widens even more when Jungkook makes a silly face, his name leaving her lips without the strain of honorifics.

Why does that make me sad?

Maybe because the one thing I can never have with RaeJae that Jungkook can is their age. Rae and I will always have that age gap that isn't too big, but also not small enough to the point where we can feel understanding of each other's ages.

Is it bad that I'm jealous of that?

She looks at me and I immediately close my eyes to keep from joining their conversation. Honestly I do this a lot, not because I don't want to talk to them but because I have these thoughts all the time.

All the time is too much...

...I think too much about RaeJae and it worries me.

Because like I said, once you fall, there's not much you can do to stop it.

RaeJae's POV:

"I call top bunk!" I squeal, trying to scrambling up the ladder quickly so that no one else can claim it.

"I ALREADY SAID I WANTED TOP BUNK!" Taehyung whines while grabbing my ankle just before I can make it fully onto the mattress.

"Hyung!" I laugh hysterically as he swings me over his shoulder.

"WAI- CAREFUL!" Jungkook's cries can barely be heard over Tae and I's laughter.

Tae finally puts me down into the bottom bunk and gracefully lands himself in the top one. I pout dramatically but decide to give him what he wants, placing my blanket down onto the bed to secure my spot.

"That was easy," Tae giggles happily.

Jungkook mumbles something to himself that's inaudible to me so ignore it. Instead I roll over onto my side and start going through different ARMY's fan accounts on Instagram. They have the best memes.

"Everyone! We have to leave in 20 minutes to get to our recording session on time!" Namjoon informs all of us.

Jungkook yawns tiredly, a reminder that we've been up since 4am to move. I look out the window, watching light slowly starting to pour into the sky now that it's around 6:30am.

I roll off my bed and search for clothes to wear, Tae and Jungkook doing the same. Normally I'd just wear sweatpants and a T-shirt, but today I heard that we are filming this entire week for BangtanTV.

Quickly I pick out my outfit and head to the bathroom to change. Afterwards I french braid my hair, putting on some mascara and a light lip tint before meeting the rest of the boys in the hallway.

"We've got a heavy schedule this week, so everyone needs to make sure that they get a lot of rest in our off hours," Namjoon says, the expectation of having unlimited energy wavering over us.

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