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Jungkook's POV:

"This isn't right..." I mumble to myself, hopping into our car.

I take my normal window seat in the back, next to RaeJae who sits in between Jimin and I. She doesn't seem sad as she's letting Jimin show her some video's made by some ARMY's. I guess that's a relief...

"What'd Yoongi Hyung say to you?" V turns to us in the back curiously.

I gulp, looking to RaeJae to make sure she's not upset. Unfortunately I can see her bottom lip quiver, just enough so that I can notice, and maybe even V.

"I bet your two's story could turn into a kdrama," he smiles sweetly when she doesn't answer right away. Okay so clearly he didn't notice.

"Uh V Hyung-" I stop myself when I realize I don't know what I'm saying. My plan was to steer the conversation in a different direction, but I have no idea what else to bring up.

He sends me a questioning look mixed with a glare that says 'you're better than this'. Great, now he thinks that I was just trying to change the topic because I'm selfish and don't want to hear Rae talk about Yoongi.

"He said that he loves me like family..." She trails off while playing with her fingers.

"Say what now?" Jimin gasps loudly.

"Shhh!" I shush him, making sure that Namjoon and the rest of the hyungs are still sleeping.

"There's got to be an explanation to why he said that..." V furrows his eyebrows curiously.

"It's because of Bang PD-Nim I think. When we went to see Yoongi Hyung, PD-Nim walked out of his room right before we got there, and he called Namjoon Hyung aside. After that, Namjoon Hyung was backing up everything Yoongi Hyung said," I explain carefully.

"Wahhh, I could seriously just smack Yoongi Hyung on the head right now," Jimin lets out a bitter laugh.

"Even so, it'd be too complicated anyway," RaeJae sighs, trying to look unphased by the situation. Somehow she manages to fool Jimin and V who shrug it off, but she can't fool me.

Our conversation about their relationship soon runs dry leaving Jimin and V to start their regular antics. As they're arguing about something unimportant, I notice Rae's hand lightly trembling at her side.

I follow her hand up to her face which is hidden beneath her hood, although it isn't doing a very good job at doing so. Her lip is drawn in between her teeth, a sure sign that she's trying not to cry.

RaeJae's POV.

Aish, I used to be so good at this. It seems the boys have taught me to accept my emotions all too well considering I'm having an extremely difficult time not bursting into tears right now.

I wish my body would just let me sleep. I'm utterly exhausted but my mind won't stop running on about Yoongi. I stayed in his recovery room expecting an impossible outcome so I shouldn't be surprised.

While I was in there, I luckily didn't confess anything to him which saves me a whole lot of embarrassment. However, despite that, I can't shake this sickening feeling in my heart.

The way he explained the true meaning behind his words hurt. A lot.

It was almost like he wanted to push me away and didn't have a problem with it. Even if Bang PD-Nim was the big influence behind it it felt like Yoongi didn't care.

I know it's a useless dream to think of Yoongi and I having a happy ending, yet somehow I keep hoping.

A large sniffle escapes me as I immediately try to cover it up with a fake sneeze. The other members don't question it, so I adjust my hood and lean my head back.