New 새로운 // BTS

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Disclaimer for readers who will see this: I noticed a lot of comments indicating that they don't like the way Namjoon is portrayed in this part of the story. This is not meant to bash his character at all. Please keep in mind that Namjoon's intentions here in head make sense because he is trying to protect the whole group. By protecting the whole group, he also believes that he is protecting RaeJae, even if he comes across as mean, rude, or just a plain idiot. Raejae will also say some harsh things later, but keep in mind that this is during the time where RM is still 'rap monster' and struggling with finding who he is. Despite the fact that RaeJae probably shouldn't have said the things she will say, she was only angry within the heat of the moment.

PS. The plot of the story here may start to seem ridiculous to you, if not, yay! When I wrote this I wasn't exactly thinking about how annoying RaeJae becomes. I'm sorry for that )):

Jimin's POV:

"You did not just say that," I stare at Namjoon with a serious expression.

"Do what?" He asks, avoiding eye contact by pretending to wash some dishes.

"Don't act like you don't know," I scoff, "You're lucky I'm the only one who didn't go into my room or else everyone would've heard!"

"Yah," He turns angry, dropping a plate in the sink.

"You can't be angry with me. I'm not the one who lied," I cross my arms over my chest.

"What does it matter to you? I'm just trying to keep Bangtan together so you should be on my side," He replies as if it's a matter of fact.

"Wahhh~ our great leader has become nothing but a great liar," I clap sarcastically.

"Park Jimin, you shouldn't speak to me like that," He glares.

"Just like you shouldn't lie to Yoongi Hyung," I purse my lips out of pure annoyance.

"You know what," His eyebrows raise as he approaches me, "maybe you should stop being such a hypocrite. Maybe the others don't think so, but I know how you feel towards RaeJae. You, Jungkook, and Yoongi Hyung need to think about what's actually important here. The only reason you like her is because she's the only girl you've been able to get close to, otherwise you wouldn't be thinking about her in that way!"

His words strike a nerve in me. How could he be so disgusting by saying that? Even if I was able to talk to other girls apart from RaeJae, my feelings wouldn't change. So who is he to judge what I would think?

"You're calling me a hypocrite yet you're trying to make Yoongi Hyung the same as me. I don't express my feelings because I already know who RaeJae wants to be with. Who am I to cause trouble in that? I'm actually thinking of other people's feelings apart from my own. You on the other hand only have your own feelings in mind," I reply, holding back my rage.

"My own feelings in mind?! I'm doing this because I'm trying to save BTS from becoming nothing!" His voice raises slightly.

"Maybe. But you're also just doing this because Bang PD-Nim told you to. That's what a leader is, right? Just a reflection of their PD-Nim," I grit my teeth, my hands clenched into fists att side.

"Aish. You really don't know when to stop, don't you?" His chuckle is laced with bitterness.

"I'm not the one who basically said 'RaeJae is nothing special' when she is everything special and more. I know you know that too, you're just too caught up in your mission to 'save' Bangtan," I say while turning away to leave.

"Yah," He stops me by grabbing my shirt, "You know I didn't mean it like that. It's just obvious why your falling for Rae. She's the only girl in our group so she's an easy target. If you knew more girls it would be different,"