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RaeJae's POV:

"I think they almost have us out," I whisper.

Yoongi doesn't answer, but replies with a shivering nod. My finger are completely stuck to his shirt and I can't tell if it's because I want them there or because they are frozen.

"You know," he breaths out heavily, "You're very brave,"

"For what?" I try to look at him but my eyelashes are covered in frost.

"For everything," He starts, "for this... for the whole relationship thing,"

I can barely understand him through his shivering.

"Hyung, I'm not brave. I want people to think I am so I act like it. The truth is just that I'm absolutely terrified,"

"What are you scared of?" His arms pull me slightly closer to him.

"Jungkook and I,"

"Why?"

"Because... I know if I let myself I could fall for him... but I don't want to," I whisper, "I really don't want to,"

"Why not? If you could maybe you should," He says back, if I'm not mistaken I can sense some anger in his voice.

"Something's not letting me," I reply. More like someone.

"What is it?" His voice is gruff.

"Who is it," I correct.

Suddenly he gains his strength back as he pushes me to be able to look at my face. I search his eyes, surprised to find a source of light that I haven't seen in a week. The only way I can describe it is as hope.

"Who is it?" He repeats back.

It's you.

"We got all of the bolts out! Lets pull out the door!" We hear a shout from the outside, light starting to crawl through the cracks.

Yoongi quickly pulls me into a hug asking, "do you remember what I said at the end of our scene in I need U?"

"What'd you say?"

"Don't you remember?"

"I don't know..." I trail off.

"Well when you do, just know that I meant it," He whispers, the door finally coming off and the other members rushing in.

Jungkook is the first to our side, touching my arm while immediately saying, "holy fück," because of my cold skin.

"Move," The paramedics say, Jungkook stumbling away.

They quickly carry both Yoongi and I out, rapping us in dozens of blankets while V starts showering me with a blow dryer. I can't help but continue to wonder about what Yoongi said, why can't I remember his last line?

"She's okay if we get her warmed up," one of the nurses nods, moving on to Yoongi.

"Rae, I'm so sorry I don't know how I broke it. It just snapped off in my hand somehow," Namjoon kneels by my side worriedly.

I laugh lightly, "it's okay god of destruction,"

"He's going into hypothermic shock, we need to get him to the hospital!"

The words echo in my mind as I watch them start to put Yoongi on a stretcher.

"Wait," I mumble out, still feeling as if my minds frozen, "I want to go with him,"

"RaeJae you need to stay here," Namjoon replies gently.

"No, please," I say, taking my blankets off.