After taking a deep breath I turn towards Colby all the way and sigh once again. Colby gives me a worried look but I brush it off.
"Colby it's, the person I like is, you." I say softly. I don't look away from him this time but when his eyes go wide I wish I did. He probably hates me now. That's exactly what I didn't want.
He doesn't answer at all, he barley even moves. I take my answer and stand up saying a weak 'sorry' and start walking off. Before I pass the rocks into the open public beach I feel a hand grip my wrist and I get turned around.
I'm facing Colby now. His face goes to a apologetic look as he sees the unshed tears form in my eyes, for the third time today.
"Sam what ever you are thinking don't think it. I don't hate you. I don't think your a freak or anything like that. I actually have a secret myself."
"Like what?" I ask quietly. He takes in a deep breath and looks into my eyes.
"I'm bisexual and I've been terrified of others knowing and I like you too."
"You do? Your not just saying that, right?" I ask with fear but happiness.
"No I'm not. I truly like you and I've tried doing anything I can to just be near you." Colby tells me, "I've always wanted to try things with you but I couldn't then."
"What kind of things?" I ask in a whisper.
"Things like this." Colby says. He starts leaning in and soon our lips meet. I stand there for a couple seconds before I start moving my lips too. He pulls away first to catch come air and he smiles at me.
"What do we do now?" I ask him with a smile on my face.
"How about we just keep it on the down low until we are both ready." Colby tells me. I nod in agreement and I look down at my feet.
"What are we now?"
"Well what do you want to be?" Colby asks me as he grabs my hand. I smile at our intertwined fingers and look up at him.
"Can we just be two people who told each other how we feel and now we're just....talking?" I asks nervously.
"Of course." Colby tells me as he captures my lips one more time before we headed home.
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You're My Light
Fanfiction*THE REAL ACTUAL BOOK* COMPLETED Sam Golbach has been friends with Colby Brock for six years. Soon someone finds out about Sam's secret. Will Sam's career and friendship with Colby end or will he be able to save both of them?