I feel really bad about what I did.
I mean, taking the whole gang to Freddy's and ditching Eliza and Alex, that's pretty bad. The gang were my only friends, considering how I was. It was really Alex who found me, who took me in, who let me into his friend group.
Nobody had ever wanted to hang out with me. I was the weird kid. The different kid. The nobody likes me kid. I had to change schools often, and it wasn't fun. That was why I loved college. Nobody knew who I really was. The truth. Only Jefferson knew.
I wonder what he did to Alex and Eliza. I couldn't imagine him physically hurting them... right? I told him not to hurt them, but Jefferson was unpredictable.
I could have stood up to Jefferson, I guess, but then it would risk him telling everyone about me. and thats what I needed last.
So I'm willing to wait for this whole thing to blow over. He couldn't have done anything permanent, could he?
I can't do this. What kind of friend am I? Certainty not the one who will stand by.
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Texting: JEFFERSNOB
Time: 12:00 pm
A.BURR,SIR- Jefferson, what did you do to Alex and Eliza?
JEFFERSNOB- Nothing big I just set them up
A.BURR,SIR- what?
JEFFERSNOB- Expect a mini Alex in 9 months
A.BURR,SIR- WHAT
JEFFERSNOB- thank u, Aaron, u have done all I needed u 2 do.
A.BURR,SIR- I'll tell them it was you.
JEFFERSNOB- and ill tell them you've been lying all that time.
A.BURR,SIR- .....
JEFFERSNOB- that's what I thought. u don't tell, I don't tell. do we have a deal?
A.BURR,SIR- ...yes.
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I hate my self. Im putting my only friends before me. I put them at risk. But, if I told them...
I'd be back to being that kid. The different kid.
and I just can't have that again.
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HEY Guys sorry I haven't been updating lately... I just loooovvveee school.
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Thinking About You (Lams modern college AU)
Fanfiction{COMPLETED} Alex can't believe his luck when John Laurens showed up at his school. He is instantly in love, and John grows to love himself to. But when Alex makes a very bad decision, will John forgive him or will he lose the one he loves? Lams. lam...
