jachary, "I'm not gay"

Chapter 8 <3

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Still Jack's P.O.V
I got inside Daniels car.

And I don't know how, but Daniel knew something was up.

"What's wrong" He looked at me then back at the road.

"Zach hates me." I looked down so upset with myself.

"Zach couldn't ever hate you." He laughed like if he knew something.

"W-what?" I looked at Daniel very confused now.

"He's obviously in love with you jack." He kept laughing.

I didn't really think he was in "love" with me I mean I knew he liked me ... but love?

"Chill" I said this with no emotion because I was just really confused.

"look jack, you don't have to believe me but uhh that boy is definitely in love with you" Daniel said while getting serious.

"Well he probably likes me-"

"No jack he is like in love with you, like it's to the point where everyone can see it except for you, I mean even Julie can see it" he had a point.

I mean everyone saw that he liked me, and it's sad because I always talk about Julie to him and he always seems to get annoyed and well now I know why.

Daniel stopped the car and pulled up to the house and I walked out real quick to see if Zach had come home after our fight.

"Zachhhhhhhhhh" I yelled and heard a loud groan.

YES! He was here!

I can apologize.

I ran up to his room and jumped on his bed as he hid under the covers.

"Zach" I shook him.

"What do you want, jack?" I could hear in his voice how sad he was and that he could've possibly been crying before I came up.

"What's wrong?" I pulled the covers from off his body.

he wiped his face real quick. "Nothing jack!" He covered his face.

"Why are you crying?" i gave him a sideways look.

"I'm not crying, now give me my blankets back! I want to go to sleep." He laid on his face.

"Ok but let me apologize realllly quick."

"No! I'm tired of having fights with you jack! And I'm glad you ended our friendship because now I don't have to deal with all this annoying stuff!" My heart felt like it was literally about to burst I couldn't take Zach being mad at me anymore.

"Zach I'm sorry about that... I didn't mean it" I tried to put my hand on his back but he just pushed it off.

then he sat up.

"I hate you." He said this with the coldest voice. I could feel nothing but heartbreak..

"You know that's not true zach." I tried to ignore what he said.

"Yes it is! You have put me through so much jack! I mean you have had me crying left and right! And I don't like it at all, just like how I don't like you, I hate it, like I hate you!"

Ouch.

"Zach why can't we just talk about this! I just want my bestfriend back.."

"No you just want that one person you can take everything out on!" He screamed this, loud enough to where the boys could hear (Daniel & Corbyn)

"And I don't want to be that person jack" his voice got soft and he looked down, I hated seeing him mad or sad or upset or disappointed because when he felt those things I felt the exact same way.

We sat in silence for a while because I couldn't think of anything to say to him, I mean I didn't want to try to argue with him because then I'd prove him right, I'd show him that he wouldn't be able to be my friend without getting into stupid arguments.

"Please leave jack, I am trying to figure out how to tell my parents I am gay because now EVERYONE knows.... and it's all because of YOUR stupid little girlfriend!" He had a tear come rolling down his face due to frustration, I could tell he was really stressed.

but I was confused...

did he just come out as gay?

"Y-you're Gay?"

"YES JACK! I'm gay!......
And yes I do like you... ALOT but it doesn't matter now! Because we're not friends anymore and I absolutely hate you!"
After he said this, he completely broke down.

he really was a cry baby, but I can't blame him, I mean he was being forced to come out because my "girlfriend" outed him in front of a big crowd that could've taken multiple videos.

"Zach.." I put my arm around him but he wasn't having it.

"NO! GET AWAY FROM ME!" he ran into the bathroom looking as if he was having some sort of attack..

I whispered an "I'm sorry." And sat on his bed just looking down at my hands thinking.

thinking about how bad I must've hurt Zach while not even seeming to care how he felt.

thinking about how I am the reason he has to come out not willingly.

and thinking about how I may have feelings for Zach too but like I wasn't gay?

I don't really understand how I could be in love with both a girl and a boy at the same time?!

now I know Julie has been the worst but I still loved her, she was still everything to me

and I don't think that'll ever change, no matter how many people I fall in love with.

because she was my first kiss, my first time, and my first love.

most people don't ever get over their first loves so I don't think I will ever get over mine, because if you couldn't tell I give way too many chances and I always see the good in people.

I guess that cou-

my thinking was cut off by loud but not too loud sobbing coming from the bathroom.

"Zach a-are you Okay?" i knocked on the bathroom door hoping for an answer.

"I said leave me alone jack!" he was trying to say this through all the crying he was doing but I understood him.

Zach's P.O.V
"Zach a-are you Okay?"

I was definitely NOT okay I was on the verge of passing out or dying because I made the most stupidest decision of taking a hand full of pills and I didn't know if they were harmful or not.

I really wasn't thinking, I just can't take my family knowing that I'm gay or just fans finding out.

so the only thought I had was that everyone would be better off if I was dead.

"I said leave me alone jack!" I yelled back at him before he got even more worried than he already was.

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A/N; I got lazy , sorry if this is kinda boring and doesn't make sense in some lines but like y'all should hit that stary thing because it's how to be cool but if you prefer loser then it's how to be a loser;)
(I prefer loser jsjs 😂)