The Complications Of Falling

Does He Remember?

Mer's pov

It's been a month since I got back. Alex still hasn't remembered yet. It is so heart breaking. When he flirts with Cristina. I feel so broken. Will he ever remember? I really hope he does.

I heard a big crash. I ran straight towards the sound. I saw Alex barely conscious. I ran to him. I kept the tears from falling.

"Alex are you okay" I yelled.

"Uncle Alex are you okay"? Zola asked.

He's eyes were barely open. I was scared. I can't lose him. He's eyes shut.

"Alex no stay with me, come on Alex" I yelled as tears were streaming down my cheeks.

He didn't wake up. He's eyes remand closed. I looked over to Zola.

"ZoZo call 911" I shouted.

She dialed the number. I started to do compressions. Nothing worked. I pushed up and down until the ambulance arrived. When the arrived he was carried out on a stretcher. I grabbed my purse and the kids. As I was driving I was scared I was going to lose him. We get to the hospital and I saw Alex in bed. I hope he wakes up soon.

I sat next to Alex's bed crying. I started hearing movement. I looked over and Alex look at me in shock. I don't know if remembered or just still confused.

"Alex your alive" I exclaimed.

"Mer your alive. When I last saw you. You were on this bed. Lifeless. You were pale and bloody" He stated.

Omg he remembered. He knows it's me.

"Alex you collapsed after you said goodbye. Cris told me. She came back and I was awake. Then you woke up not remembering anything. Not me, Cris or the kids. You only remembered Baliey. Who you called the Nazi. You lost about 14 years of memories. After that you still didn't remember after two weeks. And it's been one month and two weeks. You finally remembered" I explained.

"I didn't remember you" He cried.

"Alex it's okay. But you kissed Cristina" I told him.

He looked at me like I was crazy.

"I kissed Yang. No way" He laughed.

"Alex you did kiss me" Cris interrupted.

"I kissed you"? He asked in disgust.

"Yes Alex and it was like kissing my brother" Cristina laughed.

I started laughing too.

"And yeah me and Mer got into it" She stated.

"Why"? He asked curiously.

Cris looked at me with this secret language. I looked at Alex. Cris left the room. I look up at Alex and slowly open my month. I'm going tell him. I'm scared that I will ruin everything. But I can't hold it in anymore. It's killing me.

"Alex, I have been thinking a lot about stuff. And when I was kidnapped by Paul. I started to realize all these feelings. And not cause I was scared. I was scared for my life Alex. Alex I start to feel these feelings I have never towards you. It's scaring the crap out of me. But I know it's eating me alive. So I just got to say it. I'm scared that you will leave me. And we stop talking. Okay here I go. Alex I love you. I love you comforting arms around me. I love how you are so good with the kids. But most of all Alex I love you. And I'm scared you will get scared and run off. I never wanted to ruin our friendship. I just had to get this off my chest. I have been holding it in for a long time now. I just was never sure how to tell you. And I just don't want you to let me go. I need my person. I need you Alex. And if you don't feel the same way. It might kill me. But I will get over it. So I'm just going to say it again. I'm in love with you, Alex" I confessed as tears fell.