Bye

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My eyes opened. It was bright and early. All I could see were blurred human figures shining from the light outside the closet I'm in. I don't even know how I ended up in here. 

They pulled me out and I heard my nurse's voice. Feeling a lot of relief to hear her, not see her yet. Everything was still cloudy and sounds were extra ringing and so, so echoed. It hurt my head little.

She hugged me before the other human figures escorted me to my bed. I lied there feeling like nothing. I can't recall anything that happened. They keep asking me why was I in there and I have no idea why. I just want to sleep.

"What are you thinking right now?" she asked, her arms crossed and worried splattered all over her body. I regained my vision and hearing once again. "First thing to pop up in there. What is it?"

"Yoongi..." I croaked out. 

My mouth was super dry and I began coughing uncontrollably. Next thing was a cup of water for me to drink. I took it and gulped it down. Water was super good to me right now for some reason. I want more. I'm so thirsty and fatigued.

"Yoongi?" she asked.

"Why was I in there?" I asked, sitting up in confusion.

"Jimin," she was genuinely concerned now as she took steps closer to feel my forehead. Usually when my temperature is hot. "is everything alright?"

I nodded. I feel regenerated and happy, maybe do errands today and play Taboo with Yoongi. "Why wouldn't it be?"

"You were just-" she stopped herself from talking. "Never mind. You said something about Yoongi?"

"Yes! Can he come in here?"

"I'll see."

I squealed inside. Yoongi has never been able to leave that room of his or see mine. This is exciting. I want him to see my drawings, coloring books, big words I learned to spell and write on paper, I want him to see it all. And my penny collection of pennies I find laying on the floor. Of course I wash them first, they're dirty. 

I watched her talk to other nurses before they left and came back with my favorite person. They came through the door and I smiled seeing Yoongi walking around, but something else caught my eyes. He sat next to me while I sat up, my legs hanging from the bed. I swung them back and forth as I eyed him down kind of confused. 

"Where are your other clothes? You're wearing jeans and regular clothes."

"No reason. Just an upgrade if you want to call it that." 

My nurse had left the room and closed the door. That's when Yoongi scooted the chair closer and held my hand. He looked worried too. Why is everybody worried? 

"What happened last night?" he asked.

I remembered everything suddenly and gasped in surprise because I knew the answer, but then frowning since last night was pretty sad. I remember walking down the hallway and everything spinning. I didn't like it one bit. I hated it.

"My schi-" I always have trouble with this word. "-zo.. schizo..."

"I understand, Jimin. What about it?"

"They were extra mean to me and I got lost somewhere. That's all I can remember, sorry."

"It's okay. What about between me and you?"

I frowned further more. Remembering all of it changed my mood. I slipped my hand away from Yoongi's and scooted back inches from him to flip my legs crisscross, putting my hands in my lap bitterly. I shunned him. My feelings didn't want me to see him, he hurt them really, really bad.

"I love you, but you don't love me." I explained. 

He stood up and sat on the edge of the bed. "That's not at all true, Jimin."

I eventually looked at him, in the eye. "What do you mean? You acted like you didn't know or was unsure if you felt the same way when I asked. Shouldn't that mean you don't actually feel the same way?"

"No, not in this case." I waited on him to describe it. "I know for sure that I love you back. Just... in the moment, it happened too fast for me. As you should know, I've been so lonely and love isn't an occasionally thing to be given to me. I just didn't know how to say it at the time or process it easily."

"So, you do?" my mood and face were lifted.

"Yes. Do you understand what really happened now?"

"I know that you love me now, that's all that matters."

He smiled, so I smiled with. I'm so happy. I've never been loved back before. It feels absolutely great. And for it to be Yoongi to love me is even better.

I leaped inward for a hug and he always accepts it. "I love you." I whispered in his ear.

He did the same. "I love you too."

I smiled bigger and we let go of each other. He stood up and grabbed whatever he brought in here off the chair he was sitting on.

"Bye."

"Bye." I waved. My head was being swiftly lifted up by the hand placed under my chin. Me and Yoongi's lips were touching out of nowhere. It happened so fast, but I'm glad it's happening. His lips were comfortable to me like if my lips were sitting on a comfy couch. Everything felt magical, slow, and smooth.

We separated lips quite moderate. Once I opened my eyes I was grinning harder and yoongi shared the joy with me. I love his smile, but this one seemed off.

He left and I watched. When he was fully gone I just now remembered about all the things I wanted to show Yoongi. I forgot. I'll just show him after I do a couple errands for workers.

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I've been doing research on everything I need to know about so I don't get things wrong,  but some of the information is confusing so sorry again if I get some things mixed up or wrong or untrue. And most likely I will for the next couple chapters.

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