Monday, July 20

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Mac texted me today! It was really brief, but it was so nice to have some contact from him. He wanted to nail down our plans for next week and asked if I could join him for a drive down to Key West. I gladly agreed to go, and now I am super excited. We are going Monday through Wednesday. I wish we could go for the full week, but maybe we'll get to spend the remaining days tucked away in my apartment or on his yacht.

I wonder what miraculous feats it takes for Mac to take time off from being a business mogul during the week. I bet it's not easy for someone of his caliber to take a vacation, although he's the boss and should be able to take off whenever he wants to. In any case, it's impossibly sweet that he's arranging his important work around my menial job.

Marina didn't share my enthusiasm about our upcoming getaway. She finds it odd that Mac never calls me, and that I have almost no contact with him when he's not in the Keys. I pointed out that I get a daily delivery of iced tea and a sweet or funny note from him, but she burst my bubble by countering that he probably pre-arranges that while he's here and forgets all about it once he leaves.

She thinks that he may have a wife and children in New York. I won't allow myself to consider that possibility. I know that she is only suspicious of him because she cares about me and has my best interests at heart, but I have a feeling that she is a little overly paranoid because of her own experiences with her pig of a husband. I'd like to find a gentle way to say to her that all men aren't cheating bastards like Frank.

The truth is, I don't know what Mac does when he's gone. We haven't discussed exclusivity. I would like to think that he isn't seeing anyone else, but I'm not sure if we are to a point where I can make that request. I can't even imagine being with another man (maybe ever), but I'm not certain if I am enough to satisfy Mac. He is probably used to having attractive, intelligent, witty women throw themselves at him. Can I ask him to turn them down? Maybe I'll find an appropriate opening to bring up the topic during our Key West trip.

In the meantime, I'm just going to enjoy my time with Mac and assume that I have his glorious body all to myself. This could very well be one of those situations where ignorance is bliss.


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