The Keys to my Diary ~ Fern

Thursday, November 26

It's Thanksgiving Day, and I actually have something to be thankful for. Wait, that sounded incredibly bitter. I have tons to be grateful for—my health, my hodgepodge group of terrific friends, my job, my flighty mom, Kent, Karen and Maddie, my beat-up little car, my amazing (but hot while the sun sets) apartment on the water, fresh air to breathe, my absentee billionaire boyfriend...the list goes on and on.

What I meant by the 'something' to be grateful for comment is that it's Mac's birthday today, and he sent me a present! That's right, he sent me a present on HIS birthday. I hadn't even known it was his birthday until the new high-tech electronic tablet arrived, wrapped up like a birthday present, along with my tea delivery. I had never thought to ask when his birthday was. I guess he seems somehow above such mundane things as birthdays and getting older.

Anyway, we can video chat on this new-fangled gadget. It was so amazing to get to see him. He's more tan and scruffy than the last time I saw him, but he's still as handsome as sin and looks to me like sex-on-a-stick. When I apologized for not sending him a birthday gift, he indicated that my new tablet was for him as well. I wasn't sure exactly what he meant until he asked me to pan the camera down so that he could see what I was wearing.

Once realization dawned, I was really excited. Can we have sexual interactions with each other from different parts of the world? The answer to that question is apparently yes, because we just did it. It was incredibly sweet how he reached a hand out towards the camera, like he was trying to touch me through the distance as we made love virtually.

Somehow, I was quickly able to let all my inhibitions go and thoroughly enjoy this intimate time with Mac. It wasn't a scenario that I had any prior experience with, but it's something that I hope we do again, and soon.

My only concern is that we were sending this video feed to each other electronically. I am certainly not a technology whiz, but isn't it possible that others could view our naughty show? I certainly don't want to become a worldwide internet sensation because a viral video of me touching myself leaks out. That sounds like the makings of a reality television show. Surely, Mac has some kind of high-tech security feature or lock-down on his equipment, right?

I'm going to try not to worry about this anymore, but I keep picturing Kent checking his Facebook wall and stumbling onto a video of me very vocally masturbating with my remote boyfriend. Just the thought of him knowing about it is cringe-inducing. Mac wouldn't let that happen. I'm 99 percent sure of it. A one percent chance of something happening is practically zero, right???

Speaking of my high-volume vocalizations, I hope my landlords can't hear Mac or I through the wall my apartment shares with their dining room and kitchen. We certainly don't want Maddie's first encounter with sexual education to be listening to Mac and I masturbating together, but separately. There's yet another thing to worry about...great.

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