It's hard to go back to work like nothing has changed after a wild adventure like Mac and I just had. I spent a good amount of time today just sitting at my desk and marveling at some of the craziness that happened.
One thing's for sure, the more I think about it, the more I am dying to know if that was the real Jimmy Buffett. It couldn't have been, could it?
I'm so not into working, and doing laundry, and pumping gas, like a regular person. When I'm with Mac, I feel like I'm on some other super-human plane. When he leaves, reality crashes back in. It's always a huge letdown, but this time it feels especially horrid. Part of the reason could be the unpleasant news I found out on our way home from Key West. Mac will not be back here for two weeks. He waited until the end of our excursion to spring that on me. What a bummer.
I miss him already. It's just not fair of him to show me the time of my life then disappear like he was a figment of my imagination.
On the plus side, my iced tea deliveries have resumed. I really missed it while we were in Key West. I seriously might be becoming addicted to the stuff. If Mac and I ever call it quits, I'll have to figure out a way to score it on my own. Who am I kidding? If Mac and I break up, I'll have much bigger problems than breaking my iced tea habit. I will be too busy trying to get over a broken heart.
I think I might need a dose of reading The Secret tonight. Why would I even put the suggestion in my mind that Mac and I could break up? We are happy and falling in love. I am sure that he and I are going to enjoy a happy, passionate relationship with each other for a long, long, lonnnnnnnnng time. That is what I choose to release to the Universe.
Gotta go. Marina just called, and she is on her way over. She was sobbing so much that I could barely make out her words. I hope Frank gets ran over by a bus. He deserves it for hurting her again. I guess my release of positivity into the Universe didn't last very long. Frank ruined that too. We better make it a double-decker bus.
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