MONITOR ° HHJ

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hyunjin
11 FEBRUARY 2018

the teacher entered
and you hurriedly
ran in right before
mrs seo could notice
you .

your face was blank .

literally

i couldn't even read
the expression on
your face .

we made eye contact
and i smiled , but you
rolled your eyes and
immediately stood up
behind your seat .

after we greeted the
teacher , she told us
to continue discussing
about the school project .

so i nervously went
over to your place .

i knew i said that there
was actually nothing , but
that was only because the
rest of the boys said that
you don't fit to be ...

whatever they meant by
the word 'mine'

you didn't even look at
me , it was as if you ignored
my existence .

i noticed that your eyes
were puffy , were you
okay ?

when i was about to
say something to you ,
i saw changbin in the
corner of my eyes .

' tell her now before
it's too late ' he mouthed out .

sorry ara

" so um ara ... about
yesterday– "

" i'm sorry for leaving too
early , oh and don't worry !
i know there wasn't actually
anything behind that kiss
haha " you interrupted .

huh .

" wait , what ? "

" what ? i said i know there
wasn't anything . i never
even liked you hyunjin , why
did you even ask me that
yesterday lmao " you
continued .

i'm really ... shocked ?

i sensed something was off .

i was about to reply you
when you interrupted me .

again

" oh by the way , mrs
seo told me that we are
to switch partners , i'll
be doing it with jisung
and you'll be doing it
with ryujin ! "

what the f-

" so you can uh , send the
video of me interviewing
the people to jisung , since
we are no longer partners "

" w-why the sudden change ? "

" you wanted to be partners
with ryujin right ? now's your
chance ! i wanted to partner
up with jisung anyways " you
smiled for the last time before
getting up and walking to
jisung's seat .

i knew there was something
about your smile that was
different .

i can't help but feel
hurt after what you did .

but i knew i deserved it ,
after all i did behind your back .