I Wait~ Wonpil Day6

#8

I found myself being in a flower field, but all the flowers where rotten.
Why would I be here?
It really bothered me.
It wasn't just that the flowers where dying, but it felt so cold.
I didn't know what I was doing here.
So I started walking, hoping to find a road.
- The flowers still smells better than you.
Someone said.
It might have been years since I had heard this voice, but I would never forget it.
It was the voice of my dead brother.
How was this even possible?
- You better watch yourself.
I told him.
- what are you going to do about it? Lock me in a broom closet?
He asked me and smirked.
- we don't even go to the same school. And that girl deserved it.
I said.
Si Mok just pointed his tongue at me.
- that's enough.
Someone said.
I turned to look at the person.
It was my father.
- how can you be selfish?
My father asked Si Mok.
I didn't really understand what was going. My father, and Si Mok, never used to fight.
- what's going on?
I asked them.
Si Mok started laughing, after giving out dad a rude look.
- why are we even here?
I asked Si Mok.
- field trip.
He answered.
- we're stuck.
My father said.
As usual, his jokes weren't funny.
I looked at Si Mok. He was just rolling his eyes.
- don't listen to father, Yeonie.
He said.
It had been so long since I had heard my nickname.

- can we go home now?
I asked them.
- we have to stay here. You too.
Si Mok said.
My father didn't say anything, he just looked at Si Mok with a expression that made me feel like he was mad at him.
- you can leave, Siyeon.
My father said.
- stop talking!!
Si Mok yelled at my father.
- don't fight.
I said.
I didn't like it. I would rather that me and Si Mok fought, than them. Si Mok just glared at dad, and rolled his eyes again. How dared he?
- if you don't stop disrespecting dad, I'll kick you in the face. I'm going home now.
I said.
I didn't want to be around them like this anymore.
When I had reached the end of the field, everything had gone dark. I couldn't see anything.

But then I got my sight back.
And I was met with Jae's face.
He was standing so close to me, that I got startled.
So I screamed really loud, and kicked him in the face.
I did say I was going to do it, just got the wrong person...

• Wonpil's POV•

I was in my room, discussing what we where going to do about Siyeon, with Sungjin.
He had told me before, that Siyeon would be fine, she just needed to get the warmth back in her body.
But then we heard someone screaming. It was definitely her. And then we heard Jae swearing really loud.
- I guess she's awake....
Sungjin said, and we ran to the living room.
When we got there, I saw Jae clutching his nose, while Siyeon were just sitting on the couch with a shocked expression.
- what did you do now, Jae?
Sungjin said.
When Siyeon turned around and saw me, she quickly got up from the couch.
She started walking towards me, when she suddenly fell down.

We had noticed earlier today that her ankle was bruised.
I quickly lifted her up and placed her back on the couch.
- I got too eager..
She said and laughed awkwardly.

God she looked so cute.
Before we found her outside earlier today, I had given up.
I had given up on thinking we could be together.
All I wanted to do now was to tell the others to leave so that I could hold her, and kiss her.
- what are you looking at?
Siyeon asked Jae.
- how could you just kick me in the face?
He asked her.
- I told you not to wake me like that last time...
Siyeon said and glared at him.
- this is great! It's like we never left.
Sungjin said, and winked at Siyeon.
- hey hey.. hey, stop that!
I said to Sungjin,making Siyeon laugh.

- our manager will be here in an hour!
Brian said, as he came running to the livingroom.
- oh, Siyeon! You're not dead.

• Siyeon's POV•

After Brian had finished his speech about how much he had missed me, Dowoon also came to the living room.
- I called Jun to come pick you up. Great seeing you of course...
He said, and gave me a hug.
- can I go too?
Wonpil asked.
- definitely not.
Sungjin said.
- it's ok.
I said.
- I promise. I'll call you immediately when I have time..
Wonpil said to me.
- if not, I'll see you on Wednesday.
I told him.
- what's on Wednesday?
Jae asked.
- we have songwriting lessons, idiot.
Sungjin answered him.

Jun finally arrived. him and Wonpil had to help me down the stairs and into Jun's car because of my ankle.
I was about to close the car door, when Wonpil's hand stopped me.
- wait.
He said.
He was just looking at me, and I felt awkward.
Then he kissed the top of my head.
- I love you.
He said, and then started to walk away.
He had almost reached the door.
- I love you too!
I yelled after him, making jun laugh really loud.
- what?
I asked him.
- you're so awkward.
He said, and then started driving.
- let's get some food.
He told me.

After we picked up some food, I remembered the dream I had. It made me feel weird inside.
Si Mok and dad fighting?
I had never seen it before.
I told jun about it, and he told me I should ask my mother.

I decided to ask her later. But my plans quickly changed, because she suddenly called me.
Did she also have the same dream? Or maybe she got a feeling?
I quickly answered the phone.
- mom. I was going to call you today.
I told her.
- we are going to Hawaii.
Was all she said.
Wait, did it mean that she wanted me to come?
- so you're going to have to look after your little brother.
She then said.
I'm so stupid. Why would I ever think she wanted to spend time with me?
- I can't go to Busan. I have work. Besides I don't even remember his name.
I said.
And he wasn't even my brother. He was the son of my mothers husband.
- it's not that important that you know that. He's flying to Incheon tomorrow. You have to pick him up.
She said.
- I don't have to do anything. He's not my brother.
I said.
- what do you want? Money? Just come get him.
She said.
I actually decided to use this opportunity.
- give me ownership of dad and Si Mok's ashes.
I said.
- fine, whatever. He lands at 6 PM tomorrow.
She said, and hung up.
Damn it. I forgot to ask about the dream.

- is Monkey coming to visit?
Jun asked me.
- Monkey?
I asked.
- yeah, your little brother.
Jun said like it was obvious.
Wait, what?
- he's name is monkey?
I asked.
Jun just started laughing, and hit my shoulder.
- that's his nickname..
he answered.

- I can't take care of him... I don't have time.
I said.
- don't worry, I'll keep him busy. He actually really likes me.
Jun said, and smirked.
- good. I don't even care about him.
I said.
- you're so mean.

I'm sure he wasn't that bad. But I could never accept him as my brother.