Wanting You - Mandy Gonzalez X Chris Jackson - COMPLETED

47 - Breaking Apart?

I feel his hand on my head, running his hands through my hair. "You, I trust you Mandy. I just don't know what to think. Do you realise how hard it is when you are told that the person you love, doesn't actually love you back. It makes you think about everything you've been through with that person, all the good and bad times. It makes you wonder where you went wrong for them to leave."

I look up, then stand up. I walk around the bed to my side and climb in. "I understand babe. That's what happened when Adam left me. But everything he wrote, is complete lies. I would never lie to you Chris, and I hope you would never lie to me. You can always trust me Chris and I hope I can always trust you as well. After you went to bed I checked my phone, only to look at the group chat I have with Karen, Andréa and Janet. They were all screaming at me to tell them what was going on. I read the article and cried my eyes out. I couldn't believe what had be written about us. I never responded to them from pure anger and sadness. There was point where I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to think. I didn't know how to tell you. I prayed that you wouldn't wake up and read it until I came home. I just, Yeah." I let out a sigh, Chris roles over to face me and I instantly feel just a little better. "Just please Chris. Believe me, trust me, I would never do anything like that. You know me better than he does. I kept so much a secret from him. I don't think I've kept any secrets from you. You know everything Christopher. And you should know, more than anything, that I love you." I looked into his eyes, I rested my hand on his cheek. Hoping he can work this out between us. We have a show tonight. Everything needs to be sorted before then.

Instead of hearing his voice in an apology. I see him bring a hand up to my cheek. He pulls me closer to him and kisses. I smile against his lips as I gently kiss back. He wraps an arm around my waist bringing me into him. He pulls back from the kiss and looks in my eyes. "I love you Mandy Gonzalez. I shouldn't have believed that article, I should know you wouldn't do that to me. I should learn that I need to fully trust you, know you would never lie to me. I love you so much baby girl. I'm sorry."

"It's okay Chris. I'm here for you. I love you and I love Doug. But I love you so much more. I'm never going to leave you." I cupped his face and kissed him again. He kissed me back and increased the intensity which pleased me.

"I may need some alone time over the next few days just to get my senses back in order. Reading that article did hurt, but I trust you Mandy, and I always will." He took my hands in his, interlocking our fingers. "Together?"

"Forever." I smiled and squeezed his hands. I then let go and held him close, my arms around his sides resting on his back. I rested my head on his still bare chest. "Thank you babe. We will be okay. Te amo."

"What does that mean? I'm guessing it's Spanish."

"Sí, Te amo means I love you."

"Te amo Mandy."

"yo tambien te amo Chris. That's I love you too." I smiled up at him and he gently kissed me a few times. "You'll you like some breakfast boo?"

"Yes please sweetheart. Toast please. Actually I'll come join you in a second, let me get dressed The we can cuddle on the couch and go through our phones. At least we then have each other if something harsh is said about us."

"Okay, I'll see you in a bit handsome." I gave him a peck on the lips and got out of bed heading into the kitchen.