Wanting You - Mandy Gonzalez X Chris Jackson - COMPLETED

37 - Nothing?

A few minutes in I feel a tap on my shoulder. I open my eyes and pull apart from Chris. "One moment handsome." I turn around and see Karen behind me. "Oh hey K. What's up?" I ask slightly worried.

"Nothing to worry about, so stop panicking. I just haven't seen you all evening. Can you spare just a few seconds from Chris, I wanna talk to you about something?"

"Sure thing Hun. I'm sorry I neglected you and the girls." I turn to Chris and smile, "I'll be back in a bit. I'm going to spend some time with my sisters. Go chill with Lin. You haven't seen him all night either." Before he can respond I kiss him, then link my arm with Karen's and we walk off. We reach Andréa and Janet and they both smile at me. Karen turns and looks at me.

"So you and Chris, what's been going on? What have you done all night? We've barely seen you Mandy."

"We had some food and a drink, then we kissed a little. Then danced together for like half an hour. And since then been making out in the corner. So not much, just enjoying ourselves. Sorry for ignoring you guys."

"It's fine. Where were you before I found you? I've been looking for you for like 20 minuets. One moment I saw you in the corner, next you were no where to be seen." The way she looked at me showed she knew more.

"Oh, we both went to the bathroom. We both needed it."

"You're a great actress Mandy. We all know that. You are particularly good at lying. But I know better. I saw you two walk off so I followed and went to the ladies bathroom. Let's just say when I called your name, you weren't there. All the stalls were open. So were were you? And where was Chris?"

"I was in the disabled loo. Chris in the gents." I stuttered.

"So why was this in the disabled loo with you?" She pulled out Chris's tie. I turn my head to face Chris and the reality hits me. When I undid his shirt, I removed his tie. I never put it back on. I hung my head.

"I'm an idiot aren't I." I felt tears well up in my eyes and I fall into Karen's arms.

"Hey hey, it's okay Mandy. I'm happy for you honey. You and Chris are perfect together. I'm just looking for gossip and wanting to know what's going on with you kids. I'm sorry."

"So, you're not upset or angry at me." I asked looking into her eyes, as I stand up.

"Of course not Mandy. You two have the right to do what you want as a couple. I'm just being that annoying friend."

"You aren't annoying K. I love you so much." I give her a big hug. "They say he's got quite a big taxi." I sing into her ear. "And it's true." I whisper.

"Oh My God! Mandy! What did you two do in there." Karen held me an arms length away and smiled in a shocked way. I laughed.

"Oh not much, I haven't seen it, but I felt it. It felt good. I just sat on his hips as he fingered me a little. Then I have him a little hand job. I pulled his pants down and just put my hand in his underwear as I did it. So I haven't actually seen it yet, but I have a feeling I will tonight. I'm kinda excited."

"I'm not surprised you're excited. Just don't forget about protection."

"We won't." I giggled. "I'll tell you all about it on Tuesday."

"Girl I'm gunna call you up tomorrow morning."

"Please don't. We are having a family day as both my parents and Chris's mom is here. It's our first time as a full family without me stressing about the show. I'll text you. Then I'll call if I find the time." I begged.

"Okay fine!"

"Thanks sis. I've literally only done this once! What if thinks I'm shit. What if I'm not good. Is he gunna dump me. I can't do the show if Chris dumps me. Oh my god what if he does." I begin to physically flap my arms in panic. I only stop when Andréa takes an arm and Janet grabs the other and hold them still.

"One - Chris is not going to dump you. He loves you too much and you know that. Two- how have you only done this once? You had a boyfriend for three years." Karen looks at me in the eye.

"One - okay but if he does and I'm heart broken you are taking some of the blame. Two - it took me three years to feel ready. Adam and I both lost our virginity that day and then less than 24 hours later he dumps me. But I met Chris because of that, so was worth it. He's much better than Adam."

"Ah Okay. You will be fine love. Just let him lead. And enjoy yourself." I simply nodded.