"What?" I asked, feeling the tears already form in my eyes. I looked at Brennen, praying hoping what he said was a lie, a sick joke. I looked at Brennen, my gaze getting blurred because of the tears forming in my eyes.
"I'm sorry, colbs.. I just don't feel the same about you anymore. It doesn't feel right anymore." He said, biting his lip. I shook my head slowly, this can't be true... I scanned the room, looking for a camera or even just a phone that he could be filming on. I turned to look at him, not seeing anything that could be filming us right now. I didn't Stop waiting for the moment he would laugh and tell me it was all a joke though. That didn't happen, I felt the first tears fall from my eyes.
I was speechless, I felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest and then stepped and stomped on, multiple times. I looked him deep in the eyes, this couldn't be what he really wanted, could it?
"Who is it? Do I know them?" I managed to ask through my tears, it felt like my throat was being squeezed shut. he didn't answer, he just looked away guilt clear on his face. I didn't want his guilt, I just wanted him to not leave me.
"Who is it Brennen?!" I half shouted. Brennen looked down fiddling with his rings.
"Lacey." He eventually admitted. I let out a pained laugh shaking my head. Tears where now freely falling down my eyes, Brennen on the other hand didn't seem hurt at al, guilty or sympathetic maybe. I felt broken, torn.
Lacey, the same Lacey he told me not to worry about. The Lacey from whom I thought was my friend...
"You fucked her didn't you?" I asked as realization washed over me. All the times he told me he was busy, canceling our dates, our filming plans. Not answering his phone or replying to my texts even though I could see he read them.
Brennen just avoided my eyes, giving me the answer whiteout having to say anything.
"How long?" I asked trying to keel my voice steady and calm. Brennen just sighed finally looking into my eyes. He looked sorry, but I don't think it was because he regrets what he did, he looked sorry for me.
"Colby, I-"
"How long Brennen?! When did you start fucking her?" I shouted. Brennen
"2 months ago." He answered eventually.
2 months ago. 2 months ago when he forgot our 2 year anniversary, 2 months ago when he stood me up on our 2 years anniversary, the same anniversary that I had been planning for weeks. I wanted it to be perfect, I already planned everything.
"You'll find somebody else, Colby." Brennen told me when I didn't react, standing up from the couch. He Tried to place his hand On my shoulder making me flinch away from him. I watched as he walked out of the living room, I quickly stood up following him.
"Where are you going?" I asked, wiping away my tears harshly.
"Wait, Don't answer that. I think I already know..." I said realizing he was probably going to her house. Brennen nodded, looking down for a moment before looking back up. He turned away, walking to the front door.
"I love you.." I told him, making him stop in his tracks immediately. Maybe.. just maybe, he would change his mind and come back to me. Brennen turned around slowly walking up to me, he smiled sadly at my.
"I'm sorry." He said, kissing my cheek before leaving.
I stared at the closed door, the door Brennen just walked through. Tears where running down my checks freely, I started sobbing. I dropped to my knees, sobbing my eyes out. I placed my hands in front of me leaning my forehead on them, I felt like throwing. I gagged a few time through my tears, before leaning my forehead on the cold stone floor, both of my hands placed on the floor beside my head. I tried taking deep breaths but it they ended up being short and shaky. I sat up and moving myself to the wall. I leaned my back agains the wall, hugging my knees to my chest. I sat there crying into my knees, for I don't even know how long.
