Please remember that i am NOT trying to romanticize depression or suicide in ANY way, I made all of this up. This isn't how the real world works..
Suicide is never the answer, please keep an eye out for the people surrounding you and yourself. You are loved, you are important, you do matter, you're only human. Remember that.
I love you and care about you.
These are Suicide hotlines, don't be afraid to use them.
Argentina: +5402234930430
Australia: 131114
Austria: 017133374
Belgium: 106
Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05
Botswana: 3911270
Brazil: 212339191
Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)
Croatia: 014833888
Denmark: +4570201201
Egypt: 7621602
Finland: 010 195 202
France: 0145394000
Germany: 08001810771
Holland: 09000767
Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000
Hungary: 116123
India: 8888817666
Ireland: +4408457909090
Italy: 800860022
Japan: +810352869090
Mexico: 5255102550
New Zealand: 045861048
Norway: +4781533300
Philippines: 028969191
Poland: 5270000
Russia: 0078202577577
Spain: 914590050
South Africa: 0514445691
Sweden: 46317112400
Switzerland: 143
United Kingdom: 08457909090
USA: 18002738255
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"Do we have to?" Corey asked Elton groaning.
"Yes now stop whining." Elton said, Laughing.
"Well let's get going then?" I asked. Standing up from the kitchen table and grabbing my backpack.
"Okay Do we have everything? Water bottles? Food? Blankets? Flashlights? Phones? Power banks? Camera? Spare SD card? Yeah I think that's it." Elton nodded. I checked my own bag and nodded, while Corey did the same.
"Alright we're good to go." Elton nodded.
"Do we film the intro here, or when we're there?" I asked Elton.
"Well do it in the car once we arrive." Elton answered, Corey and I both nodded. Once we were in the car, I started to feel weird. The last time we went to suicide bridge some weird shit happened, and I'm not looking forward to going back there.
The car ride was silent, mainly because we had nothing to really talk about. I also think no one was really looking forward to going back. But since we reached our like goal yesterday, we had to come back. When we arrived we all sat there in silence.
"Can we just go home?" Corey asked.
"No we can't we promised our fans." Elton asked.
"Let's just get this over with Yeah?" I asked, grabbing the backpack from where I had placed it between my feet. I looked at Corey who Was was sitting in the backseat, he took a deep breath before nodding.
"Okay let's do this." Elton said, before opening his door. We all stepped out putting our backpacks on our backs. Elton turned on his camera, putting it on the tripod and pointing it at us, making sure we were all in the camera's view.
"Hey guys today I'm here with Corey and Colby, like promised we're back at The suicide bridge."
I tuned out what Elton was saying feeling myself getting uneasy feeling, i couldn't get myself to stay still. I turned back to Elton who was still explaining stuff to the camera, I glanced at Corey who looked just plain out scared like he did every other time we filmed here. He never liked stuff like this, he felt like we were just asking for trouble and having bad things happen to us, which wasn't completely a lie.
