From The Ground Up (On Going)

Chapter 8 "Weep"

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Flarein POV

Why he was fucking like that? Hindi kasi ako makatulog dahil naiisip ko 'yong nangyare sa akin kanina. Bakit niya ako hinalikan? For real? As in? Napahawak ako bigla sa aking labi. Kahit naligo at nagtooth brush na ako hindi pa rin mawala 'yong pakiramdam na 'yon. Bigla kong naalala kung gaano kalambot ang kaniyang labi.

"Arrgh!!! Hindi ako makatulog!" Sigaw ko sa isipan ko.

Oh crap that thing! Omo! Your pervert Flarein! How he stepped in front of me, tilted his head then slowly close his eyes. He cupped my face then boom I felt his lips around mine. Scratched that! When he left my lips, I saw a little hint of grinned on him. Then he stared a few seconds on me. Heck Flarein! That's just a smacked but why the hell I'm so fucking can't move on! Ano bang meron sa halik niya? Why it so big deal to me? It's because he's your first kiss! Darn! My heart suddenly hitched. What the hell was that for? Oh my precious lips was wrecked. Is he think that I'm easy to hook gal? Am I like that?

I gazed all over my room and stop to my little table beside my bed. 3am? Wait? Totoo ba 'yong nakita ko? Gano'n na ba katagal ko s'yang iniisip? Leche lagot siya mamaya sa'kin kasalanan mo talaga 'to! Sana hindi ka rin makatulog! He's fucking driving me crazy! Please patulugin mo naman ako! I want to fucking kick his ass right now! Throw him away on my mind and deadly stared on him. Am I being over acting? Of course I will! That's my first kiss come on! He JUST stole my precious first kissed! My dream of having my first kissed in a mushy place with my love is now gone because of that man!

Hanggang sa mag umaga hindi na ako nakatulog. Its already 5 in the morning when I decided to take a bath. I walked downstairs consciously. Napansin kong may tao ng gising dahil sa mumunting ingay na aking narinig na nanggaling sa kusina. I smelled the aroma of coffee. Abruptly my tummy got starved.

"Oh anak ang aga mo atang nagising ngayon?" Takang tanong ni manang.

"Hindi ako makatulog manang eh," anang ko.

"Gano'n ba anak gusto moo ipagtimpla ko kayo ng gatas?" Buti hindi n'ya napansin na bangag ako.

"Yes please..." I sat down on our long table and leaned my back to my chair waiting for my drink. Maya maya nilapag na ni manang ang gatas sa aking harapan.

"Thanks manang," then I started to cupped my milk.

Nang matapos ako agad ko 'tong nilagay sa lababo at pumunta sa labas. Magjojogging muna ako tutal maaga pa naman. Hindi ko namalayan na nakarating ako dito sa aming palaruan sa aming village. Wala pang tao ngayon hindi pa rin naman kasi sumisikat ang araw kaya't panigurado tulog ang halos lahat. I sat down on the swing then started to push it. Looking over the tranquil environment around the area.

Tirik at masakit na sa balat ang araw ng makauwi ako sa amin. Siguro'y alas syete na. Naligo ulit ako at nagbihis upang makapasok na sa aming paaralan. Naabutan kong naglalapag na ng pagkain si mom. Habang sila dad ay nagkukwentuhan. As usual 'bout business stuff again.

"Darling good morning. Balita ni manang maaga ka raw nagising. Saan ka pala nagpunta?" Mom asked.