Through New Eyes...

Chapter 13

[Okay guys, I just need to document this. a few moments after I wrote the word bathroom my phone started ring playing more than this. It kinda freaked me out at first because I was actually already listening to my One Direction cd and it was a different song. But I picked up and it was a woman calling to tell me that I WON ONE DIRECTION TICKETS FOR NEXT YEAR!!! I honestly had to hold back screams so instead I jumped all around my room scaring my cat. Just had to tell you guys. Enjoy! :D xx] 

I held onto Niall's hand tightly as we all got into the van. I didn't want to ever let go. I tried my best to hold back the tears that were erging at my eyes to flood out. Niall ran his fingers through his hair making it flop perfectly down. "Aly? Are you okay?" Zayn asked watching my eyes trail back to the window. I nodded trying not to make eye contact with anyone, I might be able to be good at hiding stuff, but if I looked just one of them in the eyes I knew I wouldn't be able to hold it in anymore. Niall looked at me as the car came to a stop. There were hundreds of fans, all standing outside screaming like crazy. He looked upset, I knew he was, just in the way he hugged me last night. He didn't let go of me the whole night. Niall step out of the car, still holding my hand tightly, and grabbed his suite case out of the back. My heart was pounding and all the fans were screaming for the boys. We walked inside and went through to the boys' terminal. There was still a while till their flight was going to leave and I knew that my eyes were red. Niall sat in front of me, his legs just touching mine. I was still in the clothes I had worn the day before but I didn't care. His big blue eyes sicked me in and suddenly I was remembering everything that had happened, all of the times he called me beautiful, every time he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. When he  had found me, sitting on the floor of the bathroom, when he kissed me. Everything. I couldn't hold it in any longer, tears flooded my eyes and everything became blurry. "I'm gonna miss you so much." I finally let out, staring at the ground. My tears dropping to the floor. He lifted my chin delicately and returned my gaze to his amazing eyes. "I'm gonna miss you too Aly. There is nothing I wouldn't do for you." He whispered wiping my tears from my cheeks. "Flight 237 to Dallas is now boarding." A female's voice came through the terminal. This was it. I walked with him to gates and there were fans standing at the windows watching, tears just kept streaming down my face and there was nothing I could do. One hand was tight on Niall's and the other was holding my necklace which I only ever took off for when I had a shower. We stopped in front of the gates and the others all walked in once I gave them each a hug, including Josh, Sandy, Jon and Dan (other band members). Niall wrapped his arms around my waist for one last time before leaving for three months. His warm breath made me smile through the tears as he lent his forehead against mine. "I can't believe I have to leave." He said quietly, obviously trying to maintain a steady voice. I closed my eyes hoping that this moment could last. "Final call for flight 237 to Dallas." The woman's voice returned to the speaker and I was forced to open my eyes, letting tears stream back down my cheeks. Just as I opened my eyes I saw Niall move. I expected him to be leaving but rather than that he lent in close to me and kissed me. I felt my heart rate speed up and my eyes closed again. He pulled me closer so that I was right up against him. He kissed me hard and sent my head spinning as it always did when we kissed. When we moved away he whispered quietly "I love you so so much." And his eyes started to water. "I love you too." I gave him one last kiss and watched as he walked through the gates to his flight. I had to sit down to stop myself from falling to the ground. There were flashes from the fans cameras and I almost forgot they were there. I stayed in the same spot until the flight left, I watched as it disappeared into the clear sky. The tears kept streaming as I tried to get myself out of the seat. I wiped my eyes with my cardigan and walked back to where the car was, Bobby was taking the next flight out and had said he would drive me home. I made my way through the airport hearing girls yelling for me, I talked to a few of them. "Don't worry about him," a little girl said grabbing my hand, "It's okay. Everyone knows he loves you a lot. I think he loves you more than he loves food." She consoled me, her smile was adorable and her teeth were slightly crooked. "Thank-you love. You're a very sweet girl, I should probably head home now." I lent down and gave her a quick hug and left out the doors. "Hey bobbster." I said sliding into the car. "Hello Aly. Are you alright?" He asked, it was probably obvious I had been crying, it always was.