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one call away

joji

"she's fucking friend zoning you, man" max chuckled, pouring some vodka into a shot glass. "yeah, max is right" ian muttered, shrugging his shoulders.

"no, she's not! she's just in a relationship right now, we're just friends" i stuttered, "you forgot that you're madly in love with her" ian added, throwing back a shot.

"n-no. i don't like her like that" i mumbled, picking at the end of my shirt. max scoffed.
i had been trying to convince max and ian that i didn't like y/n and that i wasn't being friend zoned for the past 20 minutes.

even though, i was madly in love with her, and was completely being friend zoned. and she was currently in a shitty relationship.

her boyfriend didn't deserve her at all. he constantly didn't answer her texts, drank too much, yells at her and treats her like shit.
and i didn't know that it's possible to treat someone as perfect as y/n like shit.

being her best friend, i was always coming over to wipe her tears and pick up the pieces, and now i had fallen madly in love with her; and she still didn't know.

my phone buzzed in my pocket and i pulled it out, i grinned when i saw y/n's contact on the screen. i quickly swiped to accept and put the phone to my ear.

"hey" i smiled, "c-can you come over? he cheated on m-me" she sobbed through the phone.

i sat up, "yeah, of course. i'll be there in five" i assured her. "okay, b-bye" she sniffed, and i said bye then hung up.

"who was that?" ian asked, "y/n, her boyfriend cheated on her, im going to her apartment now" i responsed, standing up and placing my half drinker beer on the table.

max and ian looked at each other. "try to shoot your shot tonight, okay?" max sighed, looking up at me.

"i'll try max" i sighed, i was tired of fighting with him about this, and with max it's best to just give in.

i said bye to ian and max then grabbed my keys and left ian's apartment. i started the car quickly and drove as fast as i could to get to
her apartment.

after what felt like the longest drive of my life, i finally pulled into the parking lot of y/n's apartment.

i parked the car and jogged to the lobby and unlocked the door with a key she had given me months ago.

i sprinted up all the sets of stairs and finally reached her apartment. i tried to regain my breath then knocked on her door.

within seconds the door was flung open to reveal y/n, looking as beautiful as ever. long black streaks going down her cheeks, her nose and lips were pink and she looked like she had been sobbing for hours. her sweater was soaked in tears and my heart absolutely shattered seeing her like this.

before i could even say anything, she launched forward and wrapped her arms around my neck. i wrapped my arms around her small figure and i could feel her shaking in my arms.

she had a death grip on me, and i could tell how bad she needed me right now. so i stood there, and hugged her back,

i let her cry on my shoulder while standing in her apartments hallway for a little bit then i picked her up and she wrapped her legs around me.

i closed the door and walked through the familiar apartment and into her room, where i lay her down gently onto the bed.

her room was black, the curtains were drawn tightly and there were tissue boxes littering her nightstand and the floor.

i turned to get her some water, "wait, stay, please" she whispered, i turned back around and saw how hard she was crying.

i nodded and lay down next to her. and she can cozied into my side, i wrapped my arm around her to keep her warm.

"is it something i did? was i not enough?" she sobbed, "you didn't do anything, i don't know how anyone could cheat on you, ever" i replied, just wanting to tell her how i really felt.

"you have to say that, you're my best friend" she muttered, sniffing. "i wouldn't lie to you" i whispered.

if i had her, i wouldn't even dream of cheating on her. why would you cheat when you had the entire world?

"thank you joji" she whispered softly, looking up at me with her eyes that made me melt. "you don't have to thank me. i'm always one call away."

after letting her cry it out for another thirty minutes, i'm pretty sure she had fallen asleep. i didn't have the heart to move her, even though my arm was asleep.

it's so sad being in love with your best friend. for the past three years i had watched her go through boyfriend after boyfriend after boyfriend, and i just had to watch the girl i love get hurt time after time.

i wanted what ian and max had. they looked so happy with their girlfriends, why can't i have that?

i looked down at her, and i saw my entire world in one person. i didn't want anyone else but her. i wanted to wake up in the morning and see her, then her being the last thing i see before i go to sleep.

but i can't have her.

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-L.L