joji miller imagines

you again II

- this is a part 2 for the first imagine i wrote in this book hehe, i hope u enjoy joji n baby aesthetic -

you

Joji was supposed to come over today to see you and eva. you were a little skeptical at first but she was his baby, too. and he deserved to at least meet him.

you had been cleaning all morning, with a fussy eva on your hip. she had been in a bad mood all day, and just wouldn't settle, so you had been carrying her around all morning.

having a toddler meant the house was a mess. toys everywhere, bottles and dishes needed to be cleaned.

and the plan was for eva to have her nap in the next hour so you could shower and get ready to look decent before joji comes.

you had been racked with guilt thinking about hiding eva from him, but at the same time you were just doing what you thought would be best for the baby.

your and jojis breakup had been messy, it ended in him saying "i never want to fucking see you again." and then you left that night, with tears streaming down your face.

then, you found out you were pregnant. you were determined to raise this baby by yourself, and keep him or her from anyone that could hurt it, like joji, because he hurt you.

sunday morning light shone into the house, covering every surface it touched with golden light.

eva had been yawning for the past 20 minutes, indicating she was ready for nap time. and gently, you walked up the stairs and into her room, lying her down on her bed softly.

"are you sleepy, baby?" i asked softly, smiling down at her. and all i could see was joji. she had his eyes, and his lips, my skin, my hair but all i could see was him.

she nodded, "we have a friend coming over later today, so when you wake up from your nap, they'll be here." i whispered, pulling the blanket up to her neck.

she nodded and shut her eyes. i felt my heart flutter as i looked down at her, it was crazy to think i made that, i did that, that's pretty amazing.

i tucked some hair behind her ears, and her breathing started to get slower, meaning she was asleep. i kissed her forehead softly and got up, closing her bedroom door behind me and heading to the bathroom to shower.

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5 minutes until joji was supposed to be here, and you were still trying to get yourself and eva dressed.

"baby, please, pick out a new dress to wear." i sighed, holding three dresses up infront of your impatient toddler.

she had been insisting on wearing the same white fuzzy sweater and light pink leggings, for the past week. and you had to wash the outfit while she was sleeping, because she rarely took it off.

"but mumma," she started to whine, "okay, okay, sure. you can wear this okay? you gotta get dressed quick though," i sighed, giving in and handing her the leggings.

she sat down on the floor and began to put on her leggings while i slid on a white loose shirt over my red bra. these black high waisted jeans definitely covered all the baby weight i had still yet to lose.

and just as i was zipping up eva's sweater, the door bell rang. and her eyes lit up, she did her usual grabby hands, so you scooped her up and put her on your hip, heading downstairs.

you took a deep breath and opened the door, revealing joji, black jeans, gray sweater and he was holding two coffees and two little boxes, wrapped in pink wrapping paper.

"come in," you smiled, moving out of the way to let him in. "yeah, come sit," you smiled, and he followed you through the hallway to the living room.

and you sat down on the couch, eva sitting in your lap, and joji sat down next to you. "here's your coffee," he grinned, handing me the starbucks cup.