joji miller imagines

thunder storms

your pov

yet again, your anxiety had gotten the best of you.

there was a thunderstorm happening outside, and there was supposed to be multiple other storms happening this week, which was just fucking perfect.

another clap of thunder made you wince. fuck, this could not be worse.

you were new to brooklyn, you had been here for just a couple weeks, and you had a roommate, joji.

who happened to be pretty cute. you met him through a mutual friend, Brian. and luckily he was looking for a roommate, so you moved in.

because life wasn't hard enough, your prescription for anxiety meds has gotten messed up, so you were left without them.

you were currently on hold with your doctors office, desperately trying to get through. to see if your prescription had been fixed and you could pick up new pills tomorrow.

a lightening bolt cracked in the distance causing you to let out a small yelp. after a long conversation with the receptionist, she said the prescription hadn't been fixed yet, and there's nothing she can do.

you thanked her and hung up. you crawled under your covers and prayed the storm would subside soon.

and somehow, you had fallen asleep.

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you were suddenly awaken by a loud clap of thunder.

you were now exhausted, and scared. the only person here to comfort you, was joji. but that was ridiculous, you were his roommate, and you didn't want to look stupid.

so you stood up from bed, and walked to the bathroom with your shaky legs. you stood infront of the mirror and turned on the sink. splashing some cold water on your face to wake you up.

your oversized shirt coming right below your knees, it showed up in your laundry one day, and decided to keep it. it was almost definitely jojis, but it was cozy and looked cute, so you claimed it.

you tried your face was a fuzzy towel, and let out a sigh. you retreated back to your bedroom and got back under your sheets.

you reached for your phone and looked at the time, 3:14 am. there were snapchat's, instagram notifications, and texts from friends.

you opened your instagram and started scrolling through, hoping to divert your attention from the storm.

you saw a picture joji had posted, and your heart sped up. he was super cute, but there is no way he'd want to date his roommate.

the storm continued, the rain hitting your window. the sound echoing through the apartment. an occasional claps of thunder and lightning caused chills to run down your spine.

your phone hadn't kept you busy at all, it only kept your mind at bay for a couple minutes until your anxiety came back.

now tears were streaming down you red cheeks, and your heart pounded in your chest. you kept trying to take big, deep breaths, but nothing worked.

what you really needed was a hug, so you managed to swallow your pride and stand up from bed, because maybe joji could help.

joji

i scrolled through her instagram, sure it was fucking creepy, but she was so hot.

the rain hit the window, i had music playing softly at a low volume, i loved the rain, and storms, they were so nice and calming.

it had been a tiring day in the studio, so all i wanted to do was come home and have dinner with  y/n. she was perfect, and i could have a shit day and come home and see her, and then everything would be okay.

but she would never be in a relationship with me. she's so perfect and probably has guys begging to date her, so it wasn't possible for me to get with her.

just as i was scrolling through the comments on her recent instagram photo when there was a knock on my door.

"come in," i mumbled, quickly shutting off my phone. and in came y/n. tears rolling down her cheeks, her eyes were red and i'm pretty sure she was wearing my shirt, but she looked better in it than i did.

"y/n? oh my god are you okay? did someone hurt you!?" i yelled, jumping to conclusions.
sitting up in bed.

"this may sound stupid, but the thunderstorm is giving me anxiety, and i can't sleep, i'm scared and i was wondering if i could hang out with you for a little bit," she rushed out, sniffing.

"yeah, of course. get in," i nodded, moving over to one side and lifting up the blanket. she sniffed and walked over to my bed.

she climbed under the blanket and lay down. i lay on my back, placing my arms on my chest. she cozied into my side, and i could hear her breathing go back to normal. i turned to look at her and fuck, she was adorable.

if we're just friends why is my heart beating so fast?

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love you all sooooooooo much

all the love, xx

-L.L