joji miller imagines

the secret

your pov

"fuck, baby—" you moaned, trying to stay quiet, but joji was really good at finding the sensitive spots on your neck.

you were currently in the upstairs bathroom, pressed against the door while joji furiously kissed your neck.

you and joji had been doing this for 4 months, sneaking off to the bathroom for quickies, kissing quickly when ian and max left the room.

you hated having to hide it from them, they were your roommates and best friends, it wasn't fair that they didn't know.

joji however, always insisted we just shouldn't tell them, they'd tease us and there's no point. which always hurt your feelings it made you feel that joji was embarrassed to be with you.

as all the thoughts of joji just using you for sex ran through your head, as they always did.

was he embarrassed to be seen with you, or embarrassed by the fact that you were together and had been for months?

"wait, stop—" you whispered softly, your chest still rising and falling quickly. and joji immediately paused, pulling away.

joji let out a sigh, "you're thinking about it again, aren't you?"

"why don't you want to tell them? is it because you don't wanna be seen with me--" you asked but was cut off by joji.

"no, y/n. really? you're still upset about this?" he grumbled, clearly getting aggravated.

"you're really just going to completely disregard my feelings?" you shot back, your arms crossed above your chest.

"listen... i just don't want to complicate anything with the guys, okay princess?" he grinned, attaching his lips back to your neck.

you let out a sigh, "seriously, stop." and joji pulled away letting out a groan.

"i just thought you were in the mood, okay? we could definitely do a quickie before the guys even realize we're gone--" he mumbled before you swiftly opened the bathroom door, and left.

you walked back downstairs to the living room where max and ian were sitting, and you plopped down on the couch, grabbing your laptop and trying to busy yourself with editing a new video.

and then joji came down the stairs, sitting next to max on the opposite couch.

"chads having that small party thing at his house tonight, i told him we would stop by," max announced, looking up from his phone.

"i'm not feeling well," joji mumbled, keeping his gaze on his phone in his lap. "i'll go," you smiled, jojis neck almost snapped at how fast he looked up at you.

if joji wasn't willing to treat you right, then maybe you could find someone tonight who would.

"why not, i'll go." joji spat, looking at max, "yeah, we can leave in like an hour?" ian sighed, closing his laptop.

"sounds great," joji mumbled.

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you were adding the final touch to your makeup: nose highlight when max yelled from the hallway. "y/n! c'mon!"

you put down your highlight brush and looked at yourself in the mirror, you felt very confident, maybe you would actually find a boyfriend tonight.

you were wearing black jeans that hugged your hips and butt perfectly, paired with a red wrap top, showing the perfect amount of chest.

you tucked your phone into your backpocket and left your room, closing the door behind you and jogging down the stairs, seeing the front door open and all three of the boys already in the car.