After Dean had become a demon I made it a mission to stay away from him, for one reason.... I thought I would kill him. I had been friends with Dean since the age of six and I wasn't going to be able to stop myself if I had to fight him. I knew he would say something and make me try to kill him.
"I think you could save him." Sam said walking behind me.
"No." I said calmly.
"Please (y/n) he needs you. I need you to help save my brother." Sam said grabbing my hand.
"You need me to save your brother then you will keep me away from him, cause I might kill him." I said walking out of the room.
I stayed inside of my room until I heard a noise. I grabbed my knife and left my room and followed the noise. I made it to the library and stopped as I saw Dean.
"Hello baby how have you been?" He asked with a smirk.
"I swear to god if you hurt Sam..."
"You'll what? Kill me? Please we both know you don't have the guts." He said with a laugh.
I held my knife in my hands tightly and felt a sharp pain in my hand as I realized I had accidentally cut myself on the knife.
"Looks like your hurt, how about you have good ole Dean take care of you?" He asked flashing his eyes.
I felt anger boil up inside of me with every word he said.
"Gotta say I'm not sad that I came back in time to see you in that tank top and shorts..... you look yummy." He said with a smirk.
That was the final straw, I attacked Dean and knocked him to the floor and started to punch him over and over.
"You bastard! You promised me you wouldn't become a demon! You promised you wouldn't hurt me! You promised that I wouldn't lose you again! That the mark wouldn't change you! You Lier! You bastard! You heartbreaker! I. Can't. Believe. I. Love. You!" I yelled as I kept hitting him.
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I felt tears stream down my face as I was pulled off of him by Sam. I fought against him and tried to keep hitting dean but Sam had a tight grip on me. I saw Cas take Dean away as I cried in Sam's arms. After awhile I calmed down and Sam let go of me and I left to my room. After sometime I heard a knock on my door and looked up to see Dean. He looked at me sadly and I stood up and ran into his arms.
"I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to! I-."
"It's okay.... I know you didn't want to hurt me.. it was the demon.... you did the right thing..... and I'm sorry I broke my promise." He said hugging me tightly.
"Dean.... I was so scared that I would lose you." I whispered through tears.
He kissed my forehead and I held onto him tightly. After awhile I pulled away and he whipped the tears away.
"Also about what you said.... I love you too." He said with a smile.
