Gotta Be Lou (A Larry Stylinson Fanfic)

Chapter Twenty-Two

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“No”, I said and pushed away the plate. I still refused to eat.

“Liam”, Niall whispered whining.

“Louis”, I snapped back. Louis wasn’t here anymore

Niall winced and broke into tears. I had cried already too much, there was nothing left. I used to cry… Suddenly Torn came into my head and I started singing:

”I thought I saw a boy brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well, you couldn’t be the boy I adored

You don’t seem to know, don’t seem to care

What your heart is for

But I don’t know him anymore

There’s nothing left

He used to lie

My conversation has run dry

That’s what’s going on!

Nothing’s fine I’m torn!” 

I suddenly broke up as a second voice joined me. Impossible. They said… No way! I must be dreaming.

“I’m all out of faith

This is how I feel

I’m cold and I’m ashamed

Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed

Into something real”

He stopped singing too and looked at me. “Why did you stop?”, he asked and leant the crutches, he heald in his hands against the wall. I glanced at Niall who seemed to see him, too.

“Impossible”, Niall whispered. He didn’t dare to move and nor did I.

“What is up?”, Louis asked feeling werid.

“They said… they said you died”, I finally managed to say.