When We Realize (A Sheo Fanfic)

Chapter Nineteen

·WARNING: Explicit Content·

*Shailene’s POV*

                 

We head back to my apartment dripping wet, wrapped in only towels and our bathing suits in our hands. We giggle the whole way, hoping that nobody will walk down the hall. That would be quite the sight for them.

When we get back, he walks me over to the bed, ripping the towel off of me eagerly. His tongue dances with mine and my hands travel all over his muscular back. He pulls away from me and suddenly takes my nipple in his mouth. My hands move to tangle in his hair. "Jesus Theo,” I whisper.

His mouth moves to my other nipple, and my back arches involuntarily. When he comes back to kiss me, his hand slips down between my legs. His thumb moves in small circles over my clit.

“If you don’t stop,” I say against his mouth. “I’m going to come.”

“That’s the whole point.”

“No, I want you to come with me.”

He kisses me quickly. “You are so fucking sexy.”

I laugh once. “Look who’s talking.” I reach over to my bedside drawer and open it, grabbing a condom. I hand it to him and he quickly puts it on.

He positions himself over me, staring into my eyes. “I’ll go slow… Tell me if I’m hurting you.”

I shake my head. “Shut up Theo, I’m not a virgin.”

He laughs once, biting his lip, and pushes into me. My breathing starts to quicken as he pushes in quickly, but pulls out agonizingly slow.

“Theo?” I whisper.

“Hmm,”

“I love you,” I say, realizing that I think it all the time, but have never said it. I’ve said it to his character, Four, but not him.

He kisses me. “I love you too, so much.”

That night was the first time I actually felt like I was making love. I've had boyfriends and I am no stranger to sex, but it was so different this time. It wasn't awkward or weird, and I was able to tell him openly when he did something that felt good.

I felt so loved the whole time when he couldnt keep his lips off of me, and when we were finally done we couldnt stop staring at each other. If I ever doubted that what we were doing wasn't right, my mind was completely unwavering after we laid there all sweaty and smiley in each others arms. Nothing that makes me feel this happy could ever be bad for me.