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Stef's POV

Wow! There she was, looking hotter than ever. I'm her tight skinny jeans cupping her bubbly ass with a baggy white shirt almost see through seeing a black lace bra underneath topped with a stylish blazer. Being unsure of my sexuality sucks, but these moments right now, they're what make me so sure about who I am. I am a women interested in women. Ive spent so long pretending to like men trying to make my father happy but this just made me alone, empty and not the person who I wanted to be. But this changed now, right now.

We arrived at the bar walking in and taking a seat at the bar.

"Can I get you anything to drink?" I asked her slightly shouting directly into her ear trying to talk over the load music blaring through their eardrums.

"I'll have a dirty martini"

"That's my girl!" I reply unaware of what I'm saying. Did I really just call her my girl. Am I stupid? I must be.
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LENA'S POV

Did she just call me her girl? Is this a friend way or did she really just call me HER GIRL. Jesus, I must be blushing like mad and she must see my heat raise to my cheeks.

"So do you see anything you want to write about yet?" She asked handing my dirty martini over to me staring deep into my eyes, I could see she cared, she was interested in my writing. But the truth is, I had found a story, she was my story.

"Yes, I guess" I said as I continued to blush.

"Well...what is it?"

"No... it's stupid" I still felt my cheeks blushing, I must look ridiculous right now.

"Hey, hey. Nothing is stupid Lena, I want to hear it." She said tapping her soft hands onto my bare knee, I look down at her hand places on my knee as she strokes it with her thumb. It felt nice, but she wasn't gay and I was getting my hopes up. I trusted Stef, a lot. I've never trusted someone this quick so I told her my story.

"It's going to be about a detective" I said looking into her hazel eyes deeply almost seeing my reflection through them.

"Crime?"

"No...Romance" I see her smile at me widely completely oblivious to my signs, but then again, why would she pick up on my signs... she wasn't interested.

"So I inspired you?" I couldn't reply, I felt stupid hitting on a straight women, I just nodded and instantly picked up my drink and downed the last remains of my drink, Stef also downed her drink slamming the empty glass on the table. I didn't want her to bring this up; in all honesty, it was embarrassing. So I changed the subject like any normal person would.

"Oh my god, I love this song, wanna dance?" I stood up shaking my hips from left to right to sweet beat to the music, Stef followed me to the dance floor where it was busy, which made us close. Very close. This just got awkward, I change the subject from embarrassing signals to making our bodies physically touch. It seems like she didn't mind it though, she was shaking her hips along to the music with her hands in the air screaming to the music. I sure did see her wild side tonight and it was cute, but I needed to go before I'd do something I regret, I couldn't make any move, she was the only friend who I felt a bond with, she was friendly and welcoming.

"I should get my purse and head home, I have work tomorrow" I said as I moved off the dance floor and headed out the bar.

"LENA...WAIT..." Stef ran after me grabbing my arm and spinning me around to face her, that's something I really didn't want to do right now. Face her, how could I when I was flirting with her all night? I'm so ashamed.

"What..?"

"Is it something I did, I mean... I'm sorry if so but..." she began talking and I took a long blink while shaking my head, she deserved to know. I didn't want her thinking I was that type of girl.

"No, it's not you. It's me"

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know, I guess I've been making flirtatious comments and throwing signals all night and I don't want you to think I'm that sort of girl. I'm happy to have a friendship, but close physical contact, I had to get out of there before I done something I regret... I'm sorry Stef, I really am" I looked down at the floor until she lifted my chin with her forefinger so we was falling deep into each other's soft eyes.

"You have nothing to be sorry about... you hear me?" She slowly moved into a kiss until I pulled away, now I'm completely dumb. I pulled away. She must feel so humiliated.

"I'm sorry, I know your straight and I don't want you to regret that tomorrow, I can't kiss you Stef" I started to turn and whistle over a cab until she grabbed my arm again spinning me to her more aggressively this time. She cupped my cheek with her hand and pulled me close to her.

"Stef..."

"Shhh... I'm not straight, and I won't regret this" she kissed me softly running her tongue along my bottom lip as our lips fought for dominance. I allowed access from her tongue and out tongues were almost dancing to the blurry music we could hear indoors. Wow. She was kissing me. I didn't humiliate myself, she was a lesbian. My story will definitely come across better now. It came to a point where she pulled away and lifted her left hand in the air while she pulled me along side of her with her right hand in mine. She whistled for the taxi and we entered.

I looked deep into her eyes and kissed her again leaning over her slightly, I caught a glimpse of the taxi driver looking through his mirror at us kissing and he just smirked, I couldn't help but chuckle and Stef laughed with me.

"Can I help you?" Stef said sarcastically sitting up as I sat back onto my half of the back seat placing my hand in the middle as she took hold of it. I could feel myself blushing for all the right reasons this time.

"E-erm yes. Where is i driving to?" The taxi driver said in his Italian accent with limited English skills.

"San Diago, charpel apartments" I heard Stef say as I stared at her lips wanting them to be pressed over mine again.

They arrive at their apartments and it took everything in my power to not invite Stef in for some fun. I just couldn't. I didn't know if this was what Stef wanted or if it was the alcohol taking control.

"Goodbye, I'll call you" I said pecking her on the lips as I turned away and unlocked my door.

"You better ms Adams" she yelled back unaware of her volume, I couldn't help but laugh.

A/N: thank you for reading, please leave a comment and a vote.

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