Stef and Lena (MyLove)❤️

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STEF'S POV:

Today was most certainly the hardest day of my life, today was the day we let her go to heaven, to be watched over and protected by god. To be in peace. I'm not somebody who believes in god or attends church but the past 3 weeks I've been praying and hoping. So I hope god is real and will look after my sweet angel until I can again.

Dana and Stewart enter the room as instantly just cry, no hello, no welcome. I just cried, and so did they. I wasn't going through this alone and I know they had my back, and we will get through this together but this needed to be done today and only today.

"I know this is hard baby, but there's no other choice, do you want to say goodbye first?" Stewart had said to me hugging me tightly.

"No, no. I've been here all night, you take your time in there" I said wiping my tears trying to remain strong for Lena whereas deep inside I was crumbling easier than biscuit.

I remained in the waiting room as Dana and Stewart each said goodbye. While I thought of what I was going to say. I've been speaking to her for this past 3 weeks, and I meant everything and still didn't get any type of response.
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LENA'S POV:

"Sweetie, we want you to know that we love you baby girl. And we're proud of you, you will be remembered by everyone, and you will be kept in our hearts forever, I know this is hard for you baby, I know. But I also know this is killing you inside and causing so much pain and suffering, so I want to say goodbye, not forever, I'll see you again someday, but hunny, remember you'll always be our princess Lena, forever and always, daddy and I love you and it's ok to stop fighting now." My mother had said as she takes my hand into hers kissing it softly.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. It had finally come to the point where they have gave up on me, but honestly, I gave up on myself a long time ago, I'm too weak to fight this. It would take a miracle for me to get better and now it's too late.

"I love you princess, forever, and make sure you watch over us from up there huh? You can be with grandma and grandpa now, in heaven, it's ok sweetie, it's ok" my father whispered into my cheek as he placed a soft kiss upon my cheek as his breathing quivered with emotions.

Goodbye's. I've never been good with them, and now I can't even remember the last word I've said to either my mother, father or Stef for that matter. What were my last words, I don't know. I can't even remember why I'm in this coma. But I'd do anything to talk to them again, to see them and to hug them tight. My mom and dad had said goodbye, but where was Stefanie?

Soon after I heard Stef come in asking for a minute alone with me. This was the moment, that would break my heart, the person that would be hardest to leave behind. My other half.

"My Lena, why do you have to leave me so soon in our marriage? What am I going to do without you huh? Who's gonna entertain me at nights?" She said as I heard her chuckle at her jokes until I almost heard her tears drop to the floor. "We had a full life together, a house to buy, a family to build. And now you're leaving me alone. I understand your hurting and can't fight this anymore, and I can't force you. I want you to be happy forever. When we stood at that alter, when I promised to love you forever, I meant it baby, I'll never stop loving you, never. I promised to love you until time does us apart, and I don't know if this is time doing us apart, but I know we will never be apart because you'll always be right here, in my heart" she said lifting my hand and placing a kiss upon it as she rests it on her beating chest. "I love you baby, and I'm going to be so lost without you, without hearing your angel-like voice, your perfect little face and your sexy body, my amazing little author. I'm going to miss you, but this isn't goodbye, you hear me? I'm saying it's ok to let go, it's ok to give up, I'll be up there one day with you ok, just let go, be in peace, it's ok"

If I could, I'd scream to the top of my voice that I love her too, all of you. If my eyes were open they'd see how emotional I was and would know I could hear everything they was saying.

Dana and Stewart entered the room again along with a nurse.

"I'm sorry, I get that this is hard and I apologise, we really have tried everything we could." She said sympathetically.

Well, this was it. The time where I finally become a lost women, where my brain stops functioning too as my heart dies out with the loss of the life support machine not helping me.

The nurse begins to mess around with the wires and remove my tube from my mouth.

I felt a soft perky kiss place upon my lips, I knew this was Stef, and I knew I had minutes left to live. If I could do anything in these last few minutes it would be to kiss her.

"I love you Mrs Adams-Foster" She whispered as she leant back in kissing me softer with her tears falling upon my cheek.

Beep. Beep. Beeeeeepppppp.
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STEF'S POV:

Her heart rate had completely gone. Stewart wrapped Dana into her arms as they fall apart as their child dies before there eyes.

I finish kissing Lena until I recognise something strange. Like she was tugging me back in for a kiss.

Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.

She yanked me in by my collar on my top for another kiss.

"It's a miracle, this has never happened before" the nurse said shocked as she called in other professionals for opinions she couldn't believe.

"I love you too Stef" she whispered with her sore croaky voice.

Tears flooded me stronger than ever, I felt I was going to drown inside my own tears.

"I thought I'd lost you, your heart stopped. Don't ever do that again" I joked trying my hardest to lift the mood as she smiles painfully as Dana and Stewart rush to the bed at the miracle that just happened. They begin to thank god as I take her hand inside mine while the nurses work around us running tests to make sure she is actually awake from her coma, and her heart is actually functioning in the way it should be.

"Stef, my heart stops every time I'm with you"
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A/N:

Well, I cried writing this chapter
😭😭😭😭 I hope you guys stop hating me now haha, I planned it keep her alive, there is no way we could kill off Lena. She's our mama tiger forever. And that last line killed me. How sweet and heartbreaking?😭💔💔
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