Stef and Lena (MyLove)❤️

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STEF'S POV:

I didn't know what I thought about having a donor to be somebody we know, what if we chose Timothy and some day he turns up at the house demanding to be a part of our babies life, I don't think I'd be able to handle that. Me and Lena want to be the parents of our child and I think an anonymous donor will allow that to be only Lena and I and no third donor parent. Maybe I'm thinking too much into this, but personally I disagree and shouldn't go with Timothy, yes Lena trusts him, but I don't know him, and surely Lena turning up to work and working along side Timothy while she's pregnant and when the baby is born will be too much for Timothy, he will start asking questions and then start seeing the baby and wanting to be a part of his or hers life, and I know I'm overthinking things and thinking of the unlikely but I don't want to risk it, I just needed to tell Lena that.

"Lena, sweetie...come here" I said tapping my hand on the bed as she walked over from the bathroom sitting beside me as I cross my legs to face her. "I think for the donor we should go with someone more anonymous, someone who leaves their donation at a clinic for people that struggle to have children without the baby making process of a man and a women. Someone that is not going to be anywhere near the possibility of parenting our child"

"I understand that. I do. But I trust Timothy" she replied taking my hands and searching deep inside my eyes. "Unless...for some reason you don't want Timothy"

"You're right, I don't want Timothy. Baby you work with him, you see him everyday and he will ask questions, he will see the baby when he or she starts school, he will become more than an anonymous donor I think, it will be truly hard for him to just stay away" I say as her eyes look down.

"I never thought of that. I guess you're right. Well I'll call and make an appointment then, and you can book it off work and we can have this baby. Me and you." She said looking back to my eyes and kissing my hands softly.

"Of course. I love you"

"I love you too" she replied.

That went good I guess. I thought it would be so hard to change her mind from Timothy. And I understand why she would want him too. It was an easy option, he was willing to be our donor, and he was a good friend, and not to mention that his and Lena's DNA together would make a fricken' cute baby. I was just worried that he wasn't going to be trusted as much as Lena thought.

At least we are one step closer to getting her pregnant. All we had to do now was to go to the clinic on the 1st of June at 11:00 am and have hormone checks and to decide which sperm would be best and then to start it, to implant the sperm to her egg to become fertilised and then place the egg back inside her body to carry.

"Hi, captain Roberts, it's Stef, I'd like to book the 1st of June off work if that's possible please" I said as she picked up the phone in the office.

"Any reason" she replies

"Just a medical appointment" I said briefly not wanting to reveal too much personal information, as I didn't know if was telling people.

"Ok, hope everything's ok Foster" she replies. I hate that she calls me Foster, I used to love it, but not I'm Adams Foster.

"I'm good thanks. Everything's great,  but possibly not if you keep calling me 'foster' its Adams Foster, trust me you do not want to piss off my wife" I chuckle down the phone as she laughs back saying goodbye soon after.

Now that we both had the day off work everything was becoming more realistic and it had came to realisation that this was really happening, she was having a baby; possibly.
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A/N: thank you, sorry it's a little shorter than all but next episode consists of the clinic. And Lena becoming fertilised. YAY! Also if anybody has any information about how sperm donation pregnancy happens it's much appreciated, I'm not too good at writing about it.

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