Stef and Lena (MyLove)❤️

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STEF'S POV:

what did she have to tell me? By the tone of her voice I could tell it was important. Something was wrong, and I didn't like it at all. Knowing something was making Lena worry made my heart drop knowing she's not ok.

"What is it honey?" I ask lifting my head.

"Lie back down" I laid my head back down with a frown across my face. I was so confused and I was worried. I needed to know she was ok but she didn't seem it. I heard her take a deep breath as she carried on with what she was going to say to start with. "So, I think I owe you an explanation about the other night with Tess"

"No... it's ok now, it's behind us" i insisted to push this behind us so we could focus on our future but I could tell Lena still thought about it. She thought about it a lot and I needed to make her stop. There is nothing between me and Tess, and there never will be. I don't love her. I love Lena with all my heart.

"No, I need to say this." She took a deep breath and continued. "I love you Stef, but I'm so insecure about how you feel towards me. I just... something's happened in the past where I begin developing feelings and I get dumped like a piece of trash. I can't live like this anymore Stef. I need to know you love me, and that you'd do anything for us. I need us to be there for one another and show the love everyday. I guess seeing Tess made me step back after the connection you guys had, i didn't want to fall any deeper for you if I was just going to be thrown away like I meant nothing"

I could hear the whimper in her voice as I looked up seeing salty tears run down her face. I sat up pulling the sheets around my body hiding all my exposed skin. I tapped on the bed asking her to take a seat which she did.

"Honey, I love you more than I've ever loved anyone. I love you to the point that it scares me. I meant everything, you will be my wife one day and we will have a family of our own. You and me, we're us. We will always be together" I wiped the tear falling down her cheek.

"My love, my love, my love. I love you. Only you. Forever you. Nothing will change that. Nobody will change that. You need to stop being insecure, I have you, and you have me for as long as time does apart which will be never. You and I were just meant to be, and I knew that since the day I met you. Just believe in us." I kissed her on her salty lips from the tears that streamed down from her eyes. "I love you" I whispered.

I sat staring into her dark shiny brown eyes. I always became lost, like I was in the galaxy of her eyes.

I pulled her close under my arms holding her tight kissing her forehead. "It's your turn" I say as I sanding so she can lie down. She throws her robe to floor and enjoys my massage.
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LENA'S POV:

I finally had it off my chest. I told her about my insecurities and now in the future we could move past my silly little overthinking. I knew I was a little stubborn and over the top with most things. But I blame me being insecure, I can't help feeling like nobody wants me, I've just had things happen to me before that haven't turned out too good.

After the massage we headed back to our hotel room where Sharon had a room service staff member place a bucket of Champaign and rose petals over the bed.

I couldn't help but chuckle, it was romantic and everything that Sharon was doing was amazing. It set us in the mood for round two tonight.

"Stefanie" I said stopping her from stripping off my clothes.

"Mmmhmmm yeah?" She questioned kissing my neck unable to stop to hear what I had to say.

"I'm sorry, about earlier. I know you love me" I said pulling my head to the side giving her access as she aggressively bit my neck turning me on.

She finally pulled away realising my apology. "You have nothing to be sorry about. I love you with all my heart Lena, don't let your insecurities tell you otherwise" she whispered into my neck.

I wasn't going to lie, this scene, the tone, the music. It was all turning me on. I stripped down falling onto the bed with Stef falling over me. Long story short, we had sex...again.

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