Stef and Lena (MyLove)❤️

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LENA'S POV

"Please, Lena it's not what you think" she said to me begging for me to hear her out.

"NO STEF, I NEED TIME TO THINK" I raised my voice as Tess walked round the corner hearing our argument.

"Maybe I should go?" She said as she flickered her eyes between me and Stef putting her fancy designer bag onto her shoulder.

"'Maybe you should" Stef said without making eye contact with her.

"No stay for all I care. I'm going"

"Lena, baby please..." I walked out the door slamming it behind me before she even had chance to finished. Boy, I was so frustrated, maybe it's because Tess was so pretty and so was Stef. I was no match for Stef, not compared to Tess, I'll always be second best.
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I headed to my apartment, throwing my shoes into the rack pouring myself a rather large glass of wine. I needed to forget, forget about Stef revealing her body to Tess. It may have been an accident but I see the love and admiration in Tess' eyes for Stef. Tess loved Stef and I couldn't compete against Tess, she was stunning with her dark mocha skin and beautiful silky hair. There was no way in hell I would ever be better than her, and it would be soon enough that Stef realises that too.

We've only been dating for 3 weeks now and Tess and Stef have had a lifetime of friendship and more, Stef would trade me for that in a heartbeat. I'll never be good enough. Not for Stef anyway.

I cannot stop thinking whether or not Tess had left after me or not, what if she stayed and she's having 'fun' with my women. I guess she's not my women to love anymore, the love between us is new, the love between them is lifetime and I seriously don't doubt that Stef is already thinking about Tess in the way that I think about Stef.

Does she really love me? Or was that just to stop my embarrassment after my mother dropped the L-bomb to her. I should have never said I love her. Maybe things would be different right now, we could still be growing. I think everything just moved to quickly, our relationship, or sexual intimacy, our life and we should have taken our time. I shouldn't be questioning Stef's love for me, but how can I not when she's sat cosy in her apartment with a beautiful women, prettier than me.

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STEF'S POV:

"I'm sorry, Tess... it's just it would be best if you go, I don't want Lena getting the wrong idea about us. We're just friends. NOTHING MORE" I said to Tess as she stood in my kitchen after watching Lena walk out my door, hopefully only my door. I can't have her walk out my door. No not yet, not at all. I need her.

"I can see you love her"

"I do, I love her so fucking much and every time something or someone steps us back" I said slamming my hand on the table with frustration.

"Really Stef? You should know me already to know I wouldn't have any such intentions of ruining your relationship"

"Well why are you here then?" I said raising my voice a little louder this time as I seen the fury build on Tess' face, I could see I had pissed her off and I'm pushing everyone away. What is wrong with me?

"I'm outta here, bye Stef"

"Tess wait..." before I had time to finish she had slammed the door not giving me time to apologise, but my main concern was Lena. I picked up my phone ready to text her, but my mind was fuzzy, I hadn't a clue what to say, she was overreacting because it was nothing what she thought.
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LENA'S POV:

*Ping!*

My phone pinged loudly as I flipped it over seeing Stef's name. Followed by a message saying;

'Please Lena, I need to speak to you. Xx'

I ignored it as I downed the remainders of my winds before reaching for the bottle pouring another glass. My phone pinged again;

'Lena I love you. Only you. Forever you❤️'

Yet again I ignored her. She says she loves me but how would I know that? I can't be doing with my heart breaking and surely we should stop what we have now before my heart becomes unrepairable. My phone pinged for a 3rd time;

'If you don't reply I'm coming down to you'

I couldn't face seeing her. Not yet, my head was a mess and my emotions were flying everywhere so I had to reply. I stared typing on my phone with anger:

'What do you want Stef?'

I sounded blunt, and from this text she could get the idea I didn't want to see her. She replied within seconds;

'I want to explain...'

'There's nothing to explain' - I replied

I drank the last of my wine and I could tell I was tipsy and it was only one o'clock in the afternoon.

Soon after my phone pinged again;

'Tess is nothing to me, she's only ever been a friend, I've never felt the way with her that I have with you. I love you so much it scares me Lena. Some day, you're going to be my wife. Some day, we're going to have our own house, some day, we're going to have children. These are all things I want to do with you and only you sweetie. Please'

This message brought tears to my eyes and I could feel through the phone how much she meant them. But if she could fall in love with me this quick, who's saying she can't fall in love with Tess this quick considering she's back in Stef's life. I replied, I couldn't sound horrible after this text, but I couldn't back down. Not yet. I needed to know she loved me. So I replied;

'We will talk about this tomorrow, I'll call your mother and see if she can check on you tonight, goodnight Stef '

I needed to be blunt, and after this I rang Sharon:

"Hey Sharon, could you check on Stef tonight?"
"You love birds still not talking?"
"We were, now we're not... again"
"I'll speak to her, thank you"
"Bye Sharon"
"Bye sweetie"

She could hear the tremor in my voice down the phone and my heart breaking. I couldn't imagine my life without Stef but how could I spend my life with her questioning whether or not she loved me. And only me.
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