Stef and Lena (MyLove)❤️

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LENA'S POV:

The salty tears from my face stained my cheeks and my eyes were streaming with pain. I walked into my apartment to see my mother sat on the sofa looking over the back as she heard the door open.

"Oh, honey what is the matter?" She said finally seeing me arrive through the door instantly seeing the pain I was feeling.

"I-it doesn't matter, I'm going bed" I headed to my bedroom, through on sweatpants and an oversized top curls up like a ball under the sheets.

I couldn't stop crying. It was at this moment that I knew i liked Stef. Maybe even loved her slightly. Wow. I love her? Is that even possible. It's way too soon to feel any emotions of love, right?

Anyway... as I was saying... tears wouldn't stop, they gathered in all creases of my face and dropped from my chin and cheeks causing my top to be damp. I heard a soft knock on the door followed by "honey...can I come in?" I didn't answer my mother. I was mad at her, really mad. All my relationships she turns her nose up as if nobody can be good enough for me, she doesn't approve of anyone, but Stef was different, I understand why Stef was mad. I hadn't told my mother about her, but I thought I was protecting her from my devious, challenging mother who frowns upon any girlfriend of mine, she doesn't frown on my sexuality, just every women I'm with.

She opened the door and walked into me sitting beside my legs on the bed.

"Honey, talk to me?" She said tucking my curls behind my ear and stroking my wet teary cheeks.

"I-I've had an argument with Stef" I managed to say eventually sitting up to look her in the eyes.

"Stef? Your friend?" She questions holding my hands in front of her slowly stroking the back of them with her thumb.

"No mother. My girlfriend" I told her. Stef deserved to be told about to my mother, if she didn't like then she could go, they were her choices.

"But...you said she ...was your friend" my mother sounded a little confused as she turned her eyebrows down and tilted her head to the left still holding both my hands in hers.

"I know what I said. I said she was my friend because of the way you act about every single person in MY relationship. You've never liked any of my girlfriends. NEVER!" I needed to tell her my feelings, how I felt, how she makes me feel about my relationships. She needed to know the truth.

"Well I'm sorry if that's how I make you feel. I have no intentions on jeopardising and of your relationships..."

"Well... now I don't have a relationship, it's gone, and although we have only been dating for a few weeks, I LOVE HER mother, more than I've ever loved anyone before...I..." I couldn't finish, I burst out in tears harder than ever and my mother could see my pain, she rubbed my tears away and left the room without saying anything, I drifted off to sleep after a full 30 mins of non stop emotions running through my head but the one thought that stuck in my head was that I had lost Stef.

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I woke up looking at the alarm ringing Sharon as she left me her number in case of emergencies.

"Hey Sharon, it's me Lena... me and Stef had a bit of an argument last night and I don't think she wants to see me, are you ok to check on her?" I knew for sure she could hear the worry and heartbreak through the phone.

"Hey, is everything ok honey?"

"Erm... yes, it's my fault I didn't tell my mother about Stef because of the way she acts, she's a little... overpowering" I replied to her question.

"Oh honey, she's overreacting, I'll talk to her today" she reassured me down the phone. Maybe she was overreacting a little but she was stressed with her injury and not getting out the house as much as she wished so it was understandable.

"Could you tell her I'm sorry? Please..." I said with sorrow in my tone. I was truly sorry.

"I will darling, stay strong and she will come round to you" she said through the phone making me feel a little better.

She hung up the phone and I headed to the kitchen, as I walked down the hall I opened my mothers bedroom a little to see she wasn't there. I walked into the open living room and kitchen to see she wasn't there either. Have I scared her away? Oh my gosh, I should have apologised for everything I said last night. Where could she be?

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4 hours had passed and it was now 12:00 my instant thought was Stef's medication but now she's not mine to worry about. I felt so alone and I wanted to see her, I needed to see her so bad. Maybe I should go apologise and if she accepts it then I'll be happier than ever, if she didn't then at least I had apologised and said what I had to.

I walked to the elevator pressing the button '3' showing that she lived in the third floor and watched the doors shut in-front of me as my stomach turned at the feeling of going up. I arrived at her door knocking slightly waiting for her to wobble her way to me.

She opened the door but not yet looked at me, she fixed her eyes smiling softly to whom ever was in her apartment, my guesses are her mother but I had to be sure, she finally turns her head and her smiles had stopped. She looked shocked at my presence.

"Lena? What are you doing here?"

"I needed to say I'm sorry, I've told my mother about you and now I can't find her anywhere. But the important thing is I've told her you are my girlfriend, if you'll still have me?"

She turned smiling back to the mysterious person in her apartment smiling and I turned my head around the corner to see my mother sat at her sofa. Why would my mother be at Stef's apartment? Am I going mad?

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A/N: why is Dana at Stef's apartment? Good or bad?

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