I was sitting home chilling on the balcony while smoking my second swisher and drinking my henny with my nigga Princeton cause Sammy ass wanted to stay home on daddy duties
This was the only time I can actually be free when Kira is out cause lord knows she a whole damn job
But that's my baby.
Princeton went somewhere in the house Ion know but he taking mad long.
As I exhaled the smoke I felt a hand go on my shoulder and I thought it was Kira until I turnt around
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" Missed me? " she asked smiling from ear to ear
" Aw hell nah " I say standing up quickly
Alexis
" How the fuck you get in here?? " I ask
" Don't worry bout it baby " she said pushing me up against the wall of the balcony
" I told you I would be back " she said
Trailing her hand down my chest she rubs on my chest and I slap her hand away
" Don't touch me " I say scrunching up my face
She smirked and pulled her skirt off
" Put your clothes back on " I said pushing her out the way and walking inside
As I was walking back inside I heard the balcony door close and she pushed me on the bed
Jakira
" Good night " I said to Lézae as I got out
" Night " she said back
I was drunk but now my ass sober
It's 2 in the morning and I walked into the house
Closing the door and locking it back I start going upstairs to hear moaning
As I got closer to our bedroom there he was...
Tears filled my eyes as I clenched my fist mad and I tried to control myself but my nerves was getting ahold of me
He was stroking for a good minute or so then pulled out and I walked away from the room into Jr's
I looked at how peacefully sleep he was and I started tearing up as a tear slipped away onto the ground
I picked him up and hugged him one last time
" I love you " I said crying through my tears
I kissed his forehead and laid him back down wiping my eyes
I wanted to bring my son with me but I'm mentally unstable and I'm ready to give up..
I turn around about to walk out until-..
" Mama? " he asked sleepy standing up
I turned around
" Yes baby? " I said
" Where you going this late? I want you to hold me " he said yawning
My heart broke
" Im gonna be back.. I'm going to get some food " I say
" Can I get a good night kiss? Because when you come back I want you to just be here next to me holding me when I wake up " he said
I wanted to break down crying right in front of him but I stayed strong
I walked back over to him and hugged him tightly then kissed him
" I love you baby... " I said
" I love you too mama " he said yawning
He laid down and I tucked him in and soon as I was about to walk away he called me
" Mommy.. " he said
I turned around
" Yes baby? " I said
" You promise to be holding me when I wake up? " he asked holding his pinky out
I walked over and took his pinky
" I promise you I'm gonna be here holding you... " I said
He nodded and soon fell asleep and I left the house unseen..
I know it's fucked up to just leave him there but I'm not stable and I don't wanna do something to myself and he be there because first thing that's gonna happen is they take him and put him in the system...
