It's funny how a four letter word can cause so much damage. How such a small word can turn your life upside down in the blink of an eye.
One day everything is perfect. You wake up to a beautiful day you get to share with your best friends and the love of your life.
Then, before you can stop to catch your breath everything is turned upside down.
I lost everything in one night. My home. All my belongings, my family and the love of my life.
Now I'm here, alone, trying to pick up the pieces of my heart and get on with my life.
Who am I kidding? There is no getting on with my life. Not now. Not without them.
I can't sleep. Can't eat. All I do is replay that night over and over in my head. Each time the dream is a little different, but the outcome is always the same.
I can't do this anymore. I can't live my life without them. I can't. I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on. I might be joining my brothers. Soon.
