Promise • 전정국 (DISCONTINUED)

33 | For You

"Everything is for you."

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Exes are no fun to deal with, I think that's pretty self-explanatory.

Although I've never had an ex before, I've learned a lot about how irritating an ex can be based on Amy's teachings.

"So this ex of his just so happens to be in Busan while you guys are there? That's sketchy." Amy stuck her lips outwards as I video called her on my laptop.

"You know what else? Her boyfriend, apparently, was the one that used those sexual remarks with me."

She derided this new piece of information. "Some boyfriend she has."

"Yeah, well hear this part; Jungkook says she complained to him about her boyfriend mistreating her in these outmost ways."

"Hold the fuck up," She held her hands, palms out, in the air. "She complained to him? Jungkook is not her damn therapist."

"He states, that she, quote-unquote, needs emotional support."

"Y/N, have you forgotten that we're talking about your boyfriend's ex? That bitch could be nuts. I've seen girls go crazy to get their man back and you best believe that it's not what you want to deal with. You have to shut down this little therapy session before it's too late."

"Jungkook wouldn't go back to her, Amy. I'm pretty sure he knows better."

"I'm just saying, at times, boys can think with their dick instead of their brain."

Before I could respond to my best friend, a knock was heard at the door causing me to turn my head back to the noise.

"Y/N? Can I come in?"

I turned back to face my laptop screen. "I gotta go. Text me later, Amy."

She nodded. "Okay, peace out homeslice."

I chuckled and ended the call.

"Yeah, come in," I called out.

I sat up from my previous position and balanced my laptop on my thighs. My boyfriend came in, closing the door behind him. I didn't look up at him but I knew he was next to me after I felt the bed sink down a bit from him sitting down.

"Y/N,"

I hummed in response.

"I know you're upset. You have every right to be. I made you wait for more than intended and I didn't even let you know where I was. We didn't even get to explore the rest of the aquarium. To add to that, I was talking to my ex and I don't even want to imagine what you're possibly thinking right now. I've already apologized but clearly, that isn't enough. I reassured you that I would only be meeting her strictly to talk about her unhealthy relationship. What more do you want me to say?"

I turned to look at him while keeping my fingers on the keyboard. "I don't need you to say anything. I already told you I don't mind. I understand you're just trying to help her out."

I lied.

"You clearly do. You practically disregarded everything I said to you on the way back home." He took my laptop and placed it on the far side of him so that it was out of reach for me.

"Hey, what gives?" I questioned.

"I want your attention on me." He took both my hands in his. "If you're worried or scared that her coming into the picture is going to change things, I want you to get that thought out of your head. I promise you, I'm only trying to help her."

My eyes were set on our hands before they moved up to meet his.

"You know, you're making quite the amount of promises. Are you sure you'll be able to keep them all?"

A big smile grew on his face making his eyes turn into small crescents. "For you? Without a doubt." He pulled me onto his lap, bringing his face forward to mold his lips with mine. They moved together in sync as if trying to battle each other by pushing with force. "Jungkook," I mumbled in between our kisses. A 'hm' came out from him, causing his mouth to slightly vibrate against mine. I pulled away, trying to catch my breath. "Jungkook, you know once you start, it's hard for you to stop."

"That's not the only thing that's going to be hard." He swiftly attached his lips to my neck.

I tilted my head to the side, my mouth agape, letting small breaths escape and having my eyes close. "I'm not sure whether to be disgusted or turned on."

"Preferably the second choice."  He nipped at a patch of my skin.

I squeaked and pushed him off of me gently. "Yah! I'm not about to get down and dirty at your parents' house!" I pouted.

"Aish, you're no fun."

"Oh? Well, maybe you should go and hang out with Hope then. I'm sure she's lots of fun and would enjoy giving you a blowjob in the guest room of your parents' home." I removed myself from on top his lap only to be pulled back down. His eyes caught mine and looked into them like lasers.

"The only one I would want giving me blowjobs is you."

My cheeks reddened as I blinked, not sure of how to reply to his vile comment.

"Jagi, if you become so unsettled when you hear me talk dirty to you, I can only imagine how you'll react when I actually act dirty towards you." He inched closer to my face, the air from his nostrils reaching my skin, before pulling away teasingly and sliding off the bed.  "Anyways, you should get some rest. We leave tomorrow morning."

I shook my head slowly to get out from the small flustered state I was in due to Jungkook's actions and words.

"It feels like I only arrived yesterday." I groaned and lay my back fully onto the bed.

"We'll come visit again soon." He gave me a small smile and patted my thighs. "I'm sorry I wasn't able to show you much of Busan. I would have invited you to tag along the day I went to go and do chores with my parents but I didn't think you'd want to walk around all day just walking into different stores."

"It's okay, I enjoyed spending time with your parents and just getting to know them while you were out."

"They adore you, you know."

"Thankfully." I looked up directly towards the ceiling. "I was really nervous." I chuckled.

"It's always the things you worry about the most that never end up happening. Ironic isn't it?" He raised his eyebrows up for a brief second as he asked.

"Very."

"Well, I'll let you get some sleep now." He walked over to the bedroom door, wrapping his fingers around the knob. "Oh, also, Y/N?" I sat up, holding myself up with my arms slightly behind me.

"Yeah?"

"Do me a favor and tell Amy that not all guys think with their dicks instead of their brains."

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