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Jaime
"ARE you ready?"
The wind feels chilly againts my skin. Fogs created an illusion of a hazy night. The quite whispering sound of leaves calms my tensed muscle. We've reached our destination.
My palms were sweating. Lots of negative thoughts swallowing me up. Lots of 'what if's' swirling inside my brain making my already tensed muscles tensed harder that i almost felt dizzy.
"Uuwi na lang ako, Thunder. O ikaw na lang kaya ang pumasok? Nangangalay na din ang likod at binti ko. Hihintayin na lang kita dito. Pangako hindi ako maglililikot-" Nararamdaman ko na ang unti-unting panginginig ng kalamnan ko.
I hate parties. Party means lot of people. All of them are full of dull promisses. Promisses that could either hold or destroy you.
"Is this uncertainty, in your voice?" Puno ng panunuya ang boses nito. As if daring me to prove him wrong.Hindi ako sumagot. "Nandito na tayo. You just can't turn your back because you're being a coward."
Napupuno ng kaba ang puso ko para makinig sa kanya. Paano kung pareho lang sila ng pamilyang kinalakhan ko? Ayoko ng maranasan ulit ang tratuhin ng mapangliit. I don't know if I could handle it. I know how low my self confidence is.
Seeing the vulnerability in my eyes, he sighed. Waring nababasa niya ang laman ng isip ko. Matiim ang titig nito, nakakapaso.
"Listen, Jaime. Those people in there, are wolves in sheeps clothing. They will swallow you the first time you show vulnerability, weakness. They will take advantage of you, yes. They will even lure you to drink poison, to get what they want. But only if you let them. And staying here accepting your cowardice makes you a delicious prey. You can't rely to stay on your comfort zone, not when you're with me. I want to see you brave enough because you married one of them, I'm one of those wolves. In fact I'm a lot worster. And I won't accept a coward wife, now get up. The world doesn't revolve on your plea."
Mariing kagat-kagat ko ang labi. Nangingilid na ang luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan. Hindi naman ako ganito kanina. But when the idea of meeting people rings inside my mind, makes me sick. Not wanting to let my make up smudged because of tears, I bite my lips harder.
Stretching his hand, he threatened. "Come out or I will drag you myself, you coward woman." His lips was curled in a sly smile.
He was suppose to be comforting me! Ideya ba ng lalaking to ang papuntahin ako dito, para makita niya ang kahinaan ko? Did he want to play with me, by taking advantage of my weakness? Or he finds amusement by insulting me?
Tiiim bagang na tumayo ako ng tuwid ng hindi kinukuha ang nakalahad niyang kamay.
The gown cling on my body acting like a second skin. Gawa ito sa malambot na tela. May maliliit na bato ang nakapalibot na animong alitaptap na kumikislap sa gabi sa taas na bandang dibdib nito. It was a backless dress, showing enough skin to reveall my spine. Mahigpit na nakayakap sa bandang dibdib ang damit at maypagka-loose ito mula sa tiyan pababa, nadedepina ang may limang buwan ng 'baby bump'. The dress was long almost touching the ground. It has a long slit resting four inch below my hips. The dress gives off sexy and elegance, fierce yet innocent aura.
I was using a lacy red flat foot dressing. Simple. Katulad ng damit, may maliliit na bato ding nakapalibot dito.
The dresss complimented my white complexion. Nakaayos ang buhok ko. Nakalugay lang ito, ngunit ginawan ng malilit ng curls na parang alon. Ang kolorete sa mukha ko nama'y simple lang ang pagkakalagay.
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