Dealing with life!

Appreciation

This is an appreciation post for two of my amazing best friends. Oh know who you are. I just want to thank you two so much for all you have done for me for all the years we have been friends. I know we have had our ups and downs but I just want you to know how much you mean to me. I also want to thank you two for helping and supporting me while I was struggling with figuring out myself. I know that all of us have had a rough time this year and it's nice to know that we have each other to count on.

Let's start with you. You have been with me since around the second term of year 8. I was struggling with moving to a new class and you really helped me become comfortable with being in those new classes. We were basically friends since the start of high school and I really do appreciate all your support with everything. Although we have had our differences throughout all the years, I love that we have stuck with each other and haven't given up on our friendship since we have had so many arguments. I think that it's good though because there's a saying that best friends always argue because they are as close as sisters are, so I guess hats a good thing. I also want to thank you so much for introducing me to you know who at the time when she was moving into our class as I know she appreciates you for making her transition easier. I love how we were all friends in those classes and we made school more fun for each other. Now this year has been a ride. We still have our ups and downs like every friend should, but we still have each other for the year, just to get through the last year of high school. Even if you didn't know before, I do appreciate everything you have done for me and I hope to have many more memories with you. Thank you so much!❤️

Where do I start. From the first day I met you to now, it has been a journey. We met in year 9 and have become closer and closer everyday we talk. I don't ever remember being shy or it being awkward, I just remember we had a special connection straight away. It was a bond. I don't ever remember having a special connection like that with anyone that soon after I met them. Even though we weren't close straight away, I remember when we first started getting close, everyone in our friend group loved you, so we would fight over who got to sit next to you in class. We hav head so many adventures over the years and it's so sad that you have moved and that we don't have any, anymore. It makes me so sad to remember that you are on the other side of the world, but then I realise that I should be grateful for the things I have, rathe then what I don't have. I should focus on you being in my life, because you could have stopped talking to me when you moved and replaced me with someone else from your college, but you haven't, and I'm so appreciative of that. Don't get me wrong, I want you to have friends over there so you can talk to other people as well as us two, but I just hope we never lose our special bond because I appreciate it so much. Now this is an awkward topic but whatever. So I really want to thank you for last year when I had those strong feeling, and I was forcing you to give me an answer, and I just remember you struggling, but despite you trying to figure it out, you did what would make me happy. Although it didn't turn out like I would have hoped, I just am thankful that we shared that 'experience' or whatever it was and that we are still friends. Lastly I just want to thank you for sticking by my side even though I have treated you like shit, and told some of your secrets on accident because they just blurt out. I hope to have many more memories with you even though you have moved far away. I know we will eventually figure out someway to see each other. Thank you so much!❤️

Again, I thank you two dearly, from the bottom of my heart, for putting up with me and my shit throughout all of these years. I can't wait to spend the rest of our lives together as a trio and I hope we stick to our plans of getting an apartment, even if the dates have to be pushed back a bit due to being poor motherfuckers. I literally can't imagine my life without you two, so please look after yourselves. I love you both!😊❤️

Stay alive guys | - /