What happens when you fall for your best friend?
You met Hoseok when you went to Kindergarten. He was that kid full of energy, he will talk to his classmates like he knew them since birth. You love his bubbly personality, but everything changed when you guys went to Highschool. Both of you moved away from you hometown leaving your parents to go to a prosperous Highschool.
He got popular when he joined the group BTS. Everyone loved him, adored him. You guys hung out less, actually..almost never. Even though you barely hangout, you still had the feelings for him.
You like him.
Someone tapped your shoulders that startled you. You flinched and turned around.
Your eyes landed on Hoseok who was smiling brightly. You gave him a confused look while he looked back at you, still smiling.
"Y/n! I missed you!" he exclaimed."I missed you too, Hobi." you gave him a small smile before asking,
"Do you need anything?"
"Well, my birthday is coming up so I wanted to invite you!" he chuckled.
"You could've gave me a card! But i'm totally fine with you telling me in person. It's been awhile since we talked." you said.
"sorry, my friends keeps on inviting me over and i'm just really busy..Any thing new?" he looked down.
"well-I got a new bunny..And my parents keeps on asking when you're coming over for dinner back in our hometown.They missed you alot! How about you? Anything..new?" you started walking, books in your chest.
"that's nice! Tell them i'll try to come over this weekend. And i miss them too. I got a girlfriend though..She is so nice and she's totally my type." he spoke with hand gestures.
"Girlfriend? That-That's nice..Is she treating you right? I'm glad i didn't hear it from other people.." you nodded.
You felt really sad that he got a girlfriend, but if it makes him happy..You will be okay with it. Even if you're hurting.
"She's treating me like a King..So you don't have to worry. And of course i'll tell you first. You are my best friend." he smiled at you.
Best friend.
The bell rang before you could reply.
"I'll see you, Hobi. I missed you lots." you hugged him before running to class.
He watched you run, which he found cute. He walked to class, smiling brightly. He was glad that he spoke to his best friend again.
Hoseoks_Birthday_
You entered Hoseok's house . You wore a tight red dress that showed your curves, you put on a matching makeup with dark crimson red lipstick. You don't really dress up for these occasions but you figured that it's Hoseok's birthday and it's special so why not dress up..
He and his friend's invited you to a room where you played the bottle game. Hoseok was beside his girlfriend and you were beside Hoseok's friend, Jungkook. Hoseok spun the glass green bottle and it landed on his girlfriend. Her face lit up with a huge smile before Hoseok leaned in to share a deep kiss. You felt a huge ball of spit form in your throat as you watched. The rest of his friends 'ooooed' and you sat there silently. Suddenly, you felt Jungkook's hand reach out for yours.
"Hey, are you okay? You look really pale.." his sweet voice made you so comfortable.
"I'm alright.." you gave him a re assuring smile.
It was now Jungkook's turn to spin the bottle. He flicked his wrist and made it spin really fast. You watched closely to wear it would land on. There were 7 girls, and 7 boys.
"Y/n." Hoseok said when he saw the bottle land in front of me. Jungkook scratched his neck nervously as he glance at me.
"Y/n..Are you fine with me kissing you? I mean..If you don't want to I can tell them." Jungkook shyly whispered.
"Sure..I mean. Why not?" you responded facing him. He nodded and started leaning in. Hoseok carefully watched him.
Not even a second passed and his soft plump lips were on yours. Your arms wrapped around his neck pulling him deeper. His tongue battled with yours. Hoseok looked down frightened at was he was seeing. He had always thought that you were a nerd and afraid of boys..but after what he saw..he was shocked.
You broke the kiss..make out and slightly licked your lips. Jungkook looked like a tomato and his friends started elbowing him, teasing him.
The game soon ended with a lot of making out and some boys named Jimin and Yoongi leaving to do "things".
You hang out with Jungkook drinking a couple of drinks. You soon got dizzy and went up the stairs to go to a room just to take a nap. You opened the door and tears slowly formed in your eyes, Hoseok in a bed with his girlfriend. You knew you shouldn't feel that way but you couldn't do anything. His head turned to the door and was shocked to see you. You ran from the scene droplets of tears dripping down your face. You ran outside that was deserted. You hugged yourself as you cried. You actually had enough. Enough of loving him.
"Y/n.. I- I'm so sorry that you had to see that..But..What happened to you? Why are you crying? Why are you suddenly wearing that? Why are you kissing boys? Y/n? I don't understand. What happened to the y/n i knew? The cute..Innocent..Savage y/n. "
"IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU. Everyone changes Hoseok. You changed. You left me all alone. You were all that I have in this huge ass city..And you chose to leave me all alone. I-mean i know it happens but, you promised to stay by my side."
Hoseok's face turned sour.
"Well, i'm sorry that I can't make new friends. I'm sorry that I left your stupid side. YOU know what, I never wanted to be friends with a stuck up bitch like you."
"I made such a big mistake." You whispered but loud enough for him to hear. You bit your lips tears still dripping down from your swollen eyes.
"What mistake?" Hoseok's voice sounded a bit mad but you can still hear how shaky his angelic voice was.
"I fell for you!" You yelled breaking down. Hoseok's eyes widened in shock.
"I'm sorry Hoseok-ah..But this is the last you'll see me. I can't live my life knowing that I fell for someone that is taken. I just- I can't..I am a stuck up bitch..I apologize for being friends with you. I'm so.." You couldn't finish because your heart just couldn't take it. You ran crossing the street going to an empty alley where you slid down, a sobbing mess.
Hoseok looked down disappointedly. He can also feel the sadness taking over him.
"Hoseok." a girl came to him and hugged him.
"Sobin. I'm such a bad person. I don't deserve to be you boyfriend." Hoseok cried hugging her back.
"No. You are not. You just made a mistake, and you can fix it. Let's take a break, I ruined your friendship and-" she got cut off by Hoseok who cut off their hug.
" Sobin..I can't lose you too. I already lost my best friend. I can't risk losing you too. I'm going to be such a mess..I'll fix things with her just..Don't do it please." Sobin stared at his eyes while she smiled.
"No, Hoseok. It's so clear that we aren't meant to be. SHE LOVES YOU SO MUCH. She endured so much pain for you...Go for her..Please." Sobin walked in the house sighing.
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I'll do a part 2 soon.
-Awkwardkookie
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bts angst,, book two ✍︎
Fanfiction-second book guys! if you're looking forward to cringey ass cliché angst one shots, then please continue. discontinued-