bts angst,, book two ✍︎

jhs,, change ii

You sobbed hugging yourself in the dark alley.

He doesn't love you Y/n.

He probably hates you now..

Move on.

2 Months later__

"Hey, Y/n!" Jungkook waved at you showing his bunny smile.

"Hey kook.." you slightly waved back.

"Let's go to class together." Jungkook exclaimed waiting for you.

"I'm so sorry Jungkook. I'll go alone. I need some time to myself." you rubbed your head which was hurting. You knew you shouldn't have drank again, but it was the only way to forget about some shit.

"Okay." Jungkook frowned and started walking away joining his friends.

The headache got stronger and you became weak. You leaned in to the lockers for support. Suddenly, your vision turned blurry. Then, all you could remembee was someone catching you before you could hit the cold floor.

"Y/N!!"

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You opened your eyes and was immediately met with bright lights. Hospital.

"Y/n. Are you okay?" you heard someone speak.

"It's me, Hoseok." he introduced himself worriedly looking at your pale face.

"why are you here?" you turned your face to his.

"You fainted and I caught you before you hit the ground." he mumbled looking down.

"—And why didn't you tell me you were still sick? why haven't you gone to the doctors for a check up?" Hoseok questioned.

"Why do you care? Plus it costs so much money. I don't want mom and dad to worry about me." you looked away sitting up.

"Y/n. You're my best friend. And YOU'RE DYING. Do you not care about me? Your parents. They will be so heartbroken if they found out you aren't taking care of yourself. They love you y/n. I love you. I wouldn't know what i'll do without you." tears formed in his eyes as he spoke.

Y/n chuckled weakly, "You acted like you hated me. Called me a stuck up bitch..You regretted being friends with me. Why are you suddenly acting like i'm important? I'm not Hoseok. Of course I care about you and my parents. They took care of me for so many years. You stood beside me during my hard times. But that all changed remember? We grew up. You didn't need me anymore. You had your friends. I had..myself. And you shouldn't say things you don't mean." tears poured out of y/n's eyes and quickly wiping it.

"Y/n..I didn't mean those words.I only said it because I was jealous that you kissed Jungkook. I love you so much. I mean it. It took me so long to realize it. i'm deeply sorry. I'm sorry I left you all alone. Im such a bad person. I don't deserve you..." Hoseok glanced at you with sadness in his eyes.

"Hoseok-ah..I love you too. I forgave you already. I couldn't come to you and say i did. I tried moving on but I just couldn't—"

"you know what? I fell for you long ago. In ninth grade, I had the biggest crush on you. On Valentines day, do you remember when Chanyeol asked you out and you accepted? I was going to confess. The whole school knew about you two..The cutest couple. Since then, I started ignoring my feelings for you. And started looking at you as my best friend.." Hoseok pressed his lips together as he remembered the past.

"I actually accepted Chanyeol because I saw Yoona confess to you. I really liked you too. But i thought you didn't like me, only thought of me as your friend, so i tried to do the same." You looked at Hoseok with loving eyes.

"I made the biggest mistake. I should have fought for you. I love you Kim Y/n.." Hoseok finally confessed.

"I love you t-too Hoseok...My idiot." y/n broke down crying.

Hoseok leaned in and so did y/n. Their lips connected sharing a passionate kiss. A kiss full of love.

They broke it and happily embraced each other until Y/n closed her eyes.

"I love you so much." Hoseok cried as he felt her arms fall to his side.

2 years later_

"I miss you y/n. So fucking much..I will always love you and always have you in my heart." Hoseok sobbed placing the red rose on top of her gravestone.

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Tell me in da comments if u dont get it and i will explain.

I'm sorry for this shitty update i'll try to work harder next time.

-Awkwardkookie