Dare To Be Yours

Chapter 29: Brothers...and lovers?

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_aliniran

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Yo's POV

After P'Beam's confession about his past with P'Forth and the reason why they broke up, I secluded myself. I didn't expect that after a year of hating him, it's actually me who's the cause of their breakup. And I feel hurt.

I feel hurt for knowing that I caused my brother to cry that day. I feel hurt that the relationship between us had to suffer like this because of me. And I feel hurt for being betrayed that I only got to know after a year, that the man I love also loves me back.

Everything was a mess inside my brain. My heart was beating ecstatically with the knowledge that my feelings for P'Forth are actually being returned. Only, my mind seems to think otherwise. Who wouldn't? After steeling myself to push him away, his feelings for me has been revealed. What should I do now?

The day I asked Kit to be my boyfriend was the result of me being stressed out and was so desperate to get out of my situation. It's not that I'm actually ignoring the fact that P'Forth's making efforts to make me his, but it's of my own accord that I'm pushing him away because I'm not ready for him yet.

But after the big reveal during dinner, I saw the pain in his eyes. And my heart burst out in pain too. And I knew I couldn't handle it anymore. When the morning came and Kit and I were talking, I was about to tell Kit the truth about my feelings but P'Forth appeared, looking smug and arrogant that I pushed my confession away and ignored him instead.

He courted me for days which is actually quite annoying. I feel embarrassed most of the time but deep inside, my heart is tumbling and my stomach has a whole lot of butterflies dancing on it. Every effort he makes, makes me fall for him more. And I knew I'm close to giving up pushing him away.

We had dinner last night and Kit finally gave him his green light even though I tried to beg him not to. But Kit was adamant to say yes and I knew he's doing it for me.I scowled and glared at him for betraying me but I'm actually glad he's finally agreed to P'Forth. As much as I dread it to say, I'm actually tired of this game already. My heart can't take it anymore and my conscience keeps on telling me to be brave enough to admit my feelings for P'Forth.

I got kidnapped once more, but this time, P'Beam personally delivered me to P'Forth. As we walked towards the parking lot, I knew I had to ask him the question.

"P'Beam..." I say as I turned to face him.

"Hmm? What is it?" he asked.

"Is it really okay for you, if I end up with him?" I asked.

His eyes soften and he pinched my cheeks.

"Of course! I already gave him my permission, right?" he replied.

"But P', he was your ex."

"Yes...an ex. He's my past already and he's free to do whatever he wants. And I would be happy for him."

"You won't hate me?"

"Why would I hate you?"

"Because I stole your man from you."

"You're silly." he said as he pinched my cheeks hard this time that I winced. "Yo, you didn't stole P'Forth from me. You didn't know about his feelings for you, neither did he know about it then. When he finally did, he broke up with me to save us all."