𝐋𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐨𝐩//𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬//𝐉𝐊𝐱𝐁𝐓𝐒

Empty//Jungkook 1

This story was inspired by the video above.
It deals with anorexia and bulimia
As well as others
♥︎

Jungkook pov

You have to be skinny

Your too fat

Your not good enough

No one needs a fat pig like you

I wish you could just go

I'll never love you

The words they come back so quickly,I try to stop but they won't let me...

I was cut out of my train of thought by a loud booming voice
"JEON JUNGKOOK,MAKE YOURSELF USEFUL AND COOK!"
I sigh knowing my hyungs were hungry,I walk down to the kitchen and start making food,once the food was done I call my hyungs down for dinner,I grab my self a glass a water cause I have to keep myself alive somehow..

I walk to the bathroom and weigh my self 143lbs (idk if that's less than his real weight but...oh well) I smile slightly knowing I was loosing more weight..but the hunger was painful, I know I'm not addicted I can still control it right?

"Stop trying to weigh yourself your only getting fatter."

I look over and see jin in the doorway,then he walked away,I sigh looking down,I walk to my room getting a notification on my phone,I look at the text message it was my best friend (Y/N)

THAT BESTIE

YOOOO JUNGKOOK

what do you want now Y/N??

I just want to hang out jungkookie!!

Whyyyyyyyy???

Don't you want to hang with me 😭😭😭😭😣

Fine...BUT don't talk about kpop for once then I'll go

Fine.....😞

Thank you bestie

Meet me tomorrow at the café down town at exactly 9:30am got it??

Yes Y/N

Ok bye 👋

Bye...

I put my phone away as I got ready for bed...

*time skip*

It was 2am I was still awake,the hunger is to much to bare...I go down stairs and start eating some food,when I was done I went to the bathroom and stuck two fingers down my throat,I throw up in the toilet and start to wash my face,I sigh again and finally got some rest

*morning*

I wake up to someone pouring a bucket of water on my head,I jolt up looking at jimin and taehyung