My bad life turned good

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Chapter forty two:

*Abby's p.o.v.*

You know that feeling of relief that you feel when you pass a test or you get a job interview and then you get the job? Well that's how I'm feeling right now because I now know that Steve is going to get better and will be out of the hospital in no time. Am I still shocked about what happened earlier this evening? Of course I am, I mean if you witnessed your parents passing away right in front of you at the age of ten and then you witness your boyfriend getting hit by a car right in front of you, trust me you'd be in shock, at least I am right now. But at least I'm surround by Stephen, Daniel, Kyle, Dan, Emma, Amy, Hanna, Rebecca, Camm, Pat, Dave (Diggy), Marty, Bucky and Tyler, honestly I can't ask for a group of better friends right now. Camm has been the sweetest guy and has been by my side since it happened, he knows exactly how to comfort me, sure it's not the same as Steve being able to comfort me, but it works and I'm glad that I have him in my life.

"I'm gonna go for a food run," Camm said.

"Okay," Emma said.

"Who wants to come?" He asked.

"I guess I'll come and try to get my mind off of things," I said.

"Okay," Camm said, than added on, "we'll be back within an hour,"

"Okay." They all said. Camm and I left the room. When we got to the vehicle I sat down in the passengers seat and put my head in my hands as I felt tears about to fall. Camm looked over at me.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Everything. The fact that Steve is in the hospital feels like it's my fault no matter what everyone says," I said.

"Abby it's not your fault at all and you have to believe that because it's true," he said.

"Can you stop at the beer store please?" I asked. Yes I wanted to go to the beer store. Yes I'm only sixteen.

"Why the beer store?" He asked.

"Because I need a drink," I said.

"What for?" He asked.

"To forget that this whole evening ever happened," I said, than added on, "well mostly to forget what happened to Steve,"

"Abby you're sixteen, and I'm twenty," he said.

"Why do you think I asked you? Besides no one from eleven past one would buy me a beer or anything," I said, than added on, "besides I just want to try it,"

"Fine," he said.

"Yay you're the best Camm," I said.

"I'm only doing this once for you, the next time you'll be nineteen," he said.

"Okay." I said. He pulled into the parking lot and parked. He went in on his own while I sat in the car. He came back out a few minutes later. He handed me my drink and a stainless steal mug. He helped me pour it into the mug and handed me the mug back. I took a small sip of it.

"How's it taste?" He asked.

"It tastes good," I said.

"That's good." He said. We went to go and pick up dinner, than went back to the hospital. We decided that we would eat dinner at the hospital and then we would go back to the rv and stay there for the night and come back to the hospital in the early morning as soon as visiting hours start. That way we would be with Steve the whole day. Anyways after dinner we all said bye to Steve, I of course not only gave him a hug, I also gave him a kiss. We got back to the rv in no time. I waited until I was sitting down to start drink my beer. Yes I know that drinking beer at the age of sixteen isn't the best decision I've made in my life, but no one makes perfect decisions, mostly if they've been through what I've been through.

"How's it going?" Camm asked, sitting down next to me, beer in his hand, or what I'm assuming is beer.

"Oh you know just great," I said.

"Let me guess you're not the happy drunk?" He asked.

"I don't know, I don't really feel drunk yet, I think I need some more," I said, as I reached over and took the beer bottle out of his hand.

"Abby you're gonna get drunk out of your mind and you won't be able to do a lot," he said.

"I really don't care right now, I want to forget everything from today, gosh how I wish I could go back in time and change everything that happened today and make it go the way that it should've gone and Steve would be here in this rv and I wouldn't be drinking beer trying to forget everything," I said, yes I had tears in my eyes and no I don't care who sees me crying right now, but I'm glad that it's Camm seeing me cry and no one else.

"Shh Abby it's going to be okay and soon everything will be back to the way it was," he said, rubbing my back trying his best to calm me down, for about the third time today.

"You promise?" I asked.

"Of course." He said. Yes I'm really glad that Camm is in my life right now. As I said earlier if someone had to see me cry right now, I'm glad that it's Camm and no one else, I usually cry in front of Steve and sometimes in front of my brothers and the rest of eleven past one. I just want Steve to get better and get out of the hospital that way I can support him on tour and be there for him.