serenity | knj

XI

"Jandi...", his voice was not as rough as it was before.

"Go away."

" Jandi, please."

The two other guys used the situation to back off, but Namjoon didn't care.

"Leave!", I was louder, still, my voice was broken. "Can you stand up?", I softly asked Jungkook. He nodded a bit and I helped him stand up. I looked at Namjoon one last time. He stood there, not knowing what to say or do. As we walked away, he followed us.

"Jandi, I'm sorry this happened.", he said, acting like it was his fault.

"Those guys belonged to you?", I asked, holding Jungkook in my arms since he couldn't walk on his own. He ignored my question.

"Please, don't get a wrong impression of me.", he said. I shook my head as we arrived at my car and put Jungkook in the backseat so he could lay down. He was clearly intoxicated, so I went to the back of my car to get a bucket. Namjoon still was there.

"Why do you even care what I think?", I asked him angrily as I put the bucket next to Jungkook. It was not the first time I picked him up from a wild party.

"You don't know me.", I added.

"Jandi...", he said softly. I closed the door and turned to Namjoon, looking straight into his eyes, realising how tall he actually was. I felt stupid, having to look up so high.

"I don't want to have anything to do with people like you. Thank you for last time, but now leave me alone."

I got into my car and left Namjoon there. I started the car and shook my head, angrily. I don't know why I got so mad at Namjoon. Actually, my anger was towards myself, for believing he was something he wasn't. I felt tricked by him, and the thought that I slept at his house was scary for me. I felt lucky that nothing happened and decided not to trust people that fast anymore. I heard vomit sounds from behind and quickly looked at Jungkook, to make sure he doesn't vomit on my seats.

We arrived and after I got rid of the vomit, I helped Jungkook all the way up and into our bathroom. I let him sit and took care of his injuries.

"Jandi...", he whispered as I wiped the blood on his face away.

"Everything's fine.", I said to calm him.

He closed his eyes and had a hard time keeping his body balanced. He leaned against my stomach and grunted. I smiled. It was already late, and I had college the next day so I helped Jungkook into his bed. I got him out of his clothes like I already did lots of times when he was drunk.

After he laid down, I tucked him in. "Goodnight, Kookie. Please don't do that again. I was scared."

He just nodded and kept his eyes closed tightly. The picture of him lying there like that, made me smile. He looked so innocent, sleeping like an angel, but I remembered, that he wasn't innocent at all.

My smile faded and I started to walk out of his room. Before I closed the door, I looked at him one last time and heard him mumble something.

"Jandi, I love you."